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one she wasn't one of those bitchy popular girls. She loved helping other and was voted most like

ke he hates her. She used to have all these friends that she trusted and could talk to, but they all seemed to be on his side.

s coffee and take him to work. I then started in cleaning each room from floor to ceili

at me for hours. I had to go and pay all the bills but was not allowed to spend a penny over what

as far from that. I was being controlled and abused I was just too dumb to see that until now. He used to be

So here I am going on 19 married with twins and wishing my life were over. The only thing that keeps me going is my twins

nd throws things at the wall and has even pushed me yet to everyone else he is perfect. H

party is in like 4 hours' yea way of telling me ahead of time. I think he did it on purpose because he doesn'

I don't do it. It's amazing how everyone believes him. I've had women tell me that I don't deserve him that

ere would I go? I don't even know who I could talk to about all of this. I can't go to an abuse shelter b

d for it. If I can cook his favorite and dress nice maybe, then he would love me like he u