Crack In The Wall

d I love being independent. My background is very awful but all thanks to God now. My parents are aware of my relationship with Richard but I don't know his family he

Richard took my hands and placed it on his face,he stared deep into my eyes and his green hales eyes shone brightly into mine. The atmosphere was getting tensed and as his lips crushed on mine. I gave in freely as I couldn't fight for dominance,he encircled my waist and pressed his lips harder on mine biting me. I departed with Richard when I was getting uncomfortable with the kiss,I rarely kiss him. I am not ready for marriage but Richard is pushing me. I think I need to see a counsellor. I want to be on my own but the counsellor would probably want to advise me to get married early . It's not that I don't love Richard or I don't want to get married,the problem is that I want to stand in my own feet before anything else. I don't want to be depending on him for source of income when we get married. I stood up and picked my phone from the dressing table I had previously dropped it. I dialed Jennifer number so as to ask for her counsellor,she is a trusted friend of mine she is about to wed in a month time. She also has been pestering me to get married but I refused. The phone rang and I discussed briefly with her,she gave me her counsellor information and after talking about some stuff I hung up. I called the number of the counsellor and I was given an appointment the next day. So soon if it were others the appointment may take weeks. l kind of like the counselor,the day went by and I retired to bed at night . Buzz 😴 buzz 😴 buzz 😴 buzz 😴 buzz 😴 The alarm woke me up and I sluggishly stood up from the bed .I went to the bathroom and had my bath . I wore a red velvet draped gown with a gold heel to match my purse. l don't really like fashion the way most ladies do,so I applied some powder and lip gloss. By 7:am I was ready . I moved downstairs for breakfast and I met my parents seated down also .l greeted them and settled down to eat. After I was through ,I got up and sat down on the sofa in the living room. Mum and Dad didn't bother to ask me where I was going,I was already contemplating on the answer I would give them if I was asked. So thanks to God that I wasn't asked. When I was about leaving mum called me back "dear Lily please be careful and make sure you are back on time" My mum said "Yes mum I would" I said "Well I and your father wants to talk to you about something ,we had thought we would tell you this morning but seeing that you are going somewhere so we will tell you when you are b