Confused Destiny

rt is that I have to contain all th

me away from that school, even though she doesn't have the money to put me in a bet

om School without my school bag, that's when I noticed I ran out of school without

ying to forge a lie, I knew she would yell at me for hesitating

t forge a lie when she has her eyes glued on my body, I

I heard his voice I was shocked,I wanted to urinate on my body, I wish

ring at me trying to read my reaction but luckily my mom noticed and

old her all sorts of lies about me,and dont know why he would do such,if he is able to convi

,he does it with ease and like an expert, at a point I became convinced that I actually

nodded once a while like she actually agreed to what he was saying.I underst

g there like a statue? Come

nch,I took my bag,to the room and layed on my bed trying

at my reflection,I don't see an attractive woman,I only see a thin,dark

ee in myself,even while I stare at the mirror,lost in thought I remember

and prone to sickness, she calls me water leave. She loved my immediate senio

thetic,stupid and every bad thing you can name well except stealing and lieing,I don't know ab

me" I had to fetch water,and mosquitoes seem to like my skin allot,I had sores aroun

I behave possessed,I seem to believe them at some point,playing with my mate seems boring I like stayi

e claimed to like me allot,he would Carry me in his a

't run away from me like the others, people

mboy or a flirty person when I am older,but it didn't bother me

le and they thought I won't understand because "what an old man sees while sitting a young

ut no matter the anger and hate I feel towards people wh

I do I am onl