Wretched Self

sleeping. I rubbed my eyes using m

y will stand a

ther wonderful

ehind. She was the woman who guided me last night to apply for their

myself. I didn't want to accept it, but

d get this. You have to fres

was handing to me. Oh, I don't know her

rdo

r a while before ch

too. I drank the coffee and it really

re nice. They let me take a bath and clean myself up so

the locker area. I gulped as I felt the pool of

t here I am, feeling weak and don't know

they okay? Are they happy now that I am gone from their s

dded her head at me slightly before heading to an a

ere entering the shop. Later on, I helped the crews serve the customers. I wasn't used

when I accidentally bumped a customer w

lled on her white dress. I felt my palms sweatin

ooking at me angrily. I gulped and could

when I slapped my pale cheeks. My face turned to the r

tomers. I was even more embarrassed

in my face. I closed my eyes harshly and bit my lower lip. Heck! My cheeks hurt!

from me. While me? I was still in my position earlier. I was facing the ri

I value this dress the most

, I didn't

literally blind! Get out of my face befo

dragging me away from that woman. I couldn't even stop my

stopped walking. We were now on the outside of the shop

as the opposite of w

ady apologized to her. Go on and get a rest. I know you'

ther that I never had. How I wish she wa

s just my firs

is also gives comfort. This is not only for

s or likes me, that everyone loathes me, but then, here Se

s was my first day as a worker. On the first day, I d

ere were tall trees and they were swaying becaus

be this wretched. You just need to fix yourself an

opened my eyes again, they immediately darted to an

use of the insights.

ne with the earphones that were placed in his ears. I immediatel

e

last night. The guy was a stalker. Why is he stalking me anyway? How is he

ed. I got it while my brows were creased. Who

nfamiliar and unregistered number. Out of c

read the text. I arch

the... I looked in the direction where he was earlier and saw that he wasn't already

not grasp how fast he was. Do

like yesterday. I gulped when he walked b

His approach to me this time is now nice. And also, I c

a perfect huma

staring at him for almost a minute! But.. his eyes wer

oing to li

busy roaming my own

is extra time of yours to look for an apartment or someth

this? And why would he even car

ed. I heard him chuckle, making me look

, Astra. How come you

ighbors? Really? Okay, then. I don't interact with my nei

before clearing my throat.

od up and excused myself because I was going to continue my work. It is a good thing that the manager understands what I

stood outside the café and thought about havin

it was almost dark. Did I just think f

ion. Darn! I can't think clearly!

stepped out of where I was standin

e's in her 20's? 24, I think

for money to get

above my shoulders. She then drag

, I have an

et. "We're

't live with me. I was alone there.

and I thank you for that. I

nd then, after you look for a job or money

ing me with what I was struggling with earlier. I must accept

ed at me sweetly. I just re

Sew told me where her apartment was located and she also sh

ou? Where's

when she asked about my family

as all I was abl

was their

wish they were sad because I left, but I know they were happy because finally, their

. They spent more money just to make me study in a school and continue what

same, though. I al

was shocked. "Wha

I think? And I

ted just because of that money thing. It really started with money. There is no cas

ney, the family was a