Helpless Life

ooms, I always sleep on the floor. My mother will always tell

I'm not sure why it is that whenever I

ith whom I did everything, came to visi

ping, and I had this strange sensation that I was

pretended that I was sleeping as well and poured my legs on her

careful not to wake her. I used my hands to massage her boo

d I be concerned, she took a sleeping pill because s

made sure all the doors and windows were closed; then I slowly brought her skirt up and took mine off; then I laid her down to fac

her and muttering

s sleeping; as soon as that sensation passed, I noticed a small amount

d and made my dinner, as well as telling Mom about school today

we all wen

, I looked up and begged God to forgi

ew I needed it; I felt like crying and co

o I stayed alone and completed all of my classwork. In the middle of class, a guy approached me and expressed his desire to be

at I did not know, that I simply walked away from them whenever they ap

ve a good voice, do you think God w

blem with the toilet sink, he told everyone to wait in the class and follow me, and when I stood in the sink i told him what happened, h

I was standing. He then began moving my skirt up and telling me how much he wanted to

virginity now and especially not with him my teacher. He kissed me on the forehead and told me if I allowed him t

that one day I would allow him to do it, he took one look at me and t

ipal, who in turn informed my parents, who in turn informe

ut I wasn't sure if I would be able to maint

, I learned that one of my formal friends was pregnant, and that she died shortly a

end will soon become clear to me,

h everything I needed, bu

ews spread quickly that he had died. I was devastated. My

you think selling dof my body was the best course of action now

or all of the school fees and other expenses, but s