Losing Stars

st in peace.I went even to the University earlier than my schedule to ditch all the possible questions my mom would ask me if I stay

e to start my

the incoming call from him.I

llo

fely gone hom

thout telling you.I have to

let me know next

to go,

n so tired of hearing his worries towards me not until today.I just don't

st want to go home,make my homeworks and sleep.I can't imagine where did I get all my energy bef

head out and went to grab some frappe from a nearby cafe and so

head straight to my own room and decided to trim some fresh roses in my mini greenhouse.It was my ne

because of a visitor.I am not expecting anyone and I just

I went back inside.I immediately stop when I recognize who was the person

here?"an immediate

at what I said but

what he brought.Its a box of cupcakes from my fav brand but it doesnt look appetizing for me anymore.I learned to love the brand because he used to b

about meeting someone stab my heart.It was filled with fondness.I clenched my fist to stop myself from bursting.I want to tell him how insensitive he was for telling me to meet with someon

moothly lied and I can see disappointment in his

abo

mmediately greeted my parents but I left myself unmoving.The thought of meeting

on?"My mom asked.I greeted

Ave to dinner but he

d that before.You always willingly went to have dinner wit

se but it's a different case now.I want to tell my mom that I don't want to feel pathe

.I'm sorry.Excuse me."I immediately walke

there.It's not a

my space.I wished I could tell them how hurt I am.I want to tell them that I am in too much pain.But I can't let my mom worry

ill not attend their classes for the meantime,instead,I will be sending my works online.I focused on my studies while staying in my room.It's the only thing tha

their normal night outs and I am glad that they welcomed me.My age did not matter at all since they know the owner.They gave me drinks that I don't know but it tasted fine so I became complacent until I felt dizzy while dancing.I didnt even notice that I was pulled in the dance floor while dan

e in any parts of my body but I let them.I just love how this freedom feels li

ort.I laughed because of how clumsy I am.I feel like I almost kissed t

im.When I saw his face I smiled immediately.This man is handsome as hell.Without thinking,I slowly fill in the gap between

and smell.Even the warmness o

ing me away and I ran in zigzag towards the restroom.I covered my mouth and hold back myself.When I reached the restroom,I emptied my stomach as my head starts to

and went to the nearest sink to rinse my mouth.It is when I came back to my senses and recognize who was with me

me water to lessen t

ds away from hi

t of my life already!!"I exclaimed not minding my words.He was ta

e just

s he let go of my arms.I looked down as I felt the pain consumed me back again.It

g back.I can't take this anymore.Please stop...s