On The Border
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er screaming in rage, followed by
king up to an alarm every morning. It became
other day god didn't answer my prayer
tomorrow, I thou
made me feel like a bad person. But as the days passed, as I became ce
bed and head tow
on staring back at me. It wasn't me. Or it wasn't who I wanted to be. Why? We
lived in this god forsa
for having the unfortunate fate of being born and
around 500 people, located in Alaska; more specifically, located within a collectio
half hour drive from here,
perfect place for smuggling anyt
of things
gold, alcohol, cigarettes, fabr
ne products that are smuggled through
things I listed multiplied by ten. But, they were f
to decide
Sn
ple who started
s I blame for be
her, this place would have been just a pile o
nt to become an
source of incoming money, the original Snow
d attracted other people from nearby towns; that's where my family comes into the picture, and establish
ion to the prosperity of 'Snow', their na
now school, Snow hospital, Snow supermar
fucking joke on its own, you can imagine what k
m bust desperately trying; and failing, to stop the smuggling busin
built and established, people gradually started earning their money through the legal businesses established by
our population now, the
th a moral code, h
ugs or human trafficking to b
eir number
town for suspicion of unsolved cri
e the town, but not
pulation, the Walkers; my family, make
e are a lot of other distant relatives liv
Snows for the past thirty years, despite o
the town can probably prosper solely on the numero
come, and the Snows had a lot more than us. But greed is a fat demo
lan named Isaac Snow were having some kind o
e of those disagreements with the Snows,
at the receiving
y on my poor mom, but I always inte
s beatings and took all the harsh treatments on herself. But after I grew up enough, I couldn't watch helpless anymore, or cover my ears with a p
d my share of suffering. I wa
atic childhood. It forever changed my perspectiv
ne something to piss him off or not,
to run away from him all those years. Or t
nto submission and I se
er. The best mom. But she was
n't save us from that monster of a man either. But it s
him anyway since they allowed her marriage to him in the first place. Her only family remaining now is her sister; aunt Jenna, who was lucky
hing more than to leave this hell hole. But I can't
unt us down before we
of the extent to which we where being treated, my mom and I made it seem like a once in a month t
as I run the comb through my
length, straight hair w
or was inherited
father. I hate those eyes. Because when I look my
d, mine are fiery supporte
defiant, fearl
fucking illusion. I w
ars was standing up to him and provoking him enough
e time. I blame that o
as 15 years old, after I passed out from my father's
when I was taken to the hospital that night, or the whole t
people were saints
of them prevent us from ever leaving this town and living our lives the way we w
is ever since the t
ither because of its illegal activities. T
rusted enough to be
to live here in the fi
due to severe hyperglycemia; hig
; which wasn't all rainbows and unicorns
rable, draining, chroni
t the beginning, both to acce