Why are you still in my brain

I'm in a grey area and I have no idea about what happened to my life. I felt bad for Ben because I betrayed him. Ben is a good guy, I knew but I don't think that I'm happy w

plan yet... maybe because I don't think that Ben is my future. My family is homophobic... I guess but I'm not sure. I don't know yet, I haven't talked to them about my gay side b

es at me and she pointed my eyes with her fingers as a sign of beware. My Abuelita enjoyed the movie night I guess... I missed my family. I think I'll visit them this weekend

. "Well... I need that too... see you at 1... bye..." I say as I hang up the phone. Tonight is a special night for everyone in my workplace and I want to be the one who Lena pay

u, you're lucky sissy!" Riley says. "What are you talking about!" I chuckle as I highly raise my voice. "You must be kidding me Maia... she's the hottest lesbian I've ever seen in town.

s I spin in my dress. "Wow... perfect" Riley says. "Well..." I say. "You know Maia, this dress is really fitted on you. Red cleavage dress in chest and thighs, your back looks good

ight?" Lena says. "What?" I say in confusion. "Should I repeat my question?" Lena says as she chuckles. "Mmmm... okay I'll consider that" I say in a low voice. "What... No..

magazine 10years party, all employees come" I say. "Ah jeez! Alright... I miss you so much Maia" Ben says as he highly sighs. "Me too Ben" I say and I hang up the

me, I look like the Hollywood star on the red carpet. I walk to the ballroom with red carpet below my feet. The party starts... I'm standing in the sweet food section and chew the c

t to answer" I say as I raise an eyebrow. "You look beautiful tonight" Lena says as she looks me up and down. "I've been told" I smile and I look away. Who do you love music pl

ass. Then she hugs me from the back and feels her hands on my waist. I turn around, facing her and rest my hand on her shoulder. I look at her brownie eyes and we lock into eac

different... Remember the first day we met at the coffee shop? I said...Hi, Asians not Asian girl" Lena says as she lowering her hand to my ass. "Wow...I remembered that day" I ch

, facing her and rest my hands on her shoulders. Lena rests her hands on my waist, she kisses me in front of our colleagues but no one notices. "Lena, this is Riley, my work budd

ntly runs her fingers through my hair and stares at me. I could see her beautiful brownie eyes through the colorful lights and I occasionally smile as she looks at me wi