Sinners ploys

calm me and leave me in awe, the good kind of atleast. It was giving, you need to get the fuck out of

the camera's vicinity, I spent the rest of my morning in

ually as he came into a stop and

a M

his chest heading down to his grey sweatpants where- wait what?This was an example of why my fathercomplained about our lost ge

at was

ve been grossed out by the thought

ound any longer would turn on a hoe switch i

of all this? It wouldn't be as risk

uths for years let alone days, of how I had little respect for myself. That I married an older guy for his money. I would de

a for leaving. Not that I would be bothered by it but it felt more like a con

d left minutes after his workout, the rest were asleep assu

across the floor I

e called behind me as I r

cussing und

ding at the edge of the staircase, overly dressed for a Sunday morning. I hope she w

s first," She made her way towards me, "we have

kfast. Who cou

e hitting my nostrils. Bubble gum scent,my favourite, o

ndly smile. But after the little show last night, I knew

fine. I'm

oftly,her face moulded into a

kingly imitated her, adding the fact tha

last night where you mentio

emory, " Oh that? I had a lot to drink. You

ones to spill you

s she so nice to me all over sudden and why was she up this morning. Smokes, maybe

side," I lied. If I had Uber cash, I would

woman didn't know when to stop asking

elt kind of dumb saying out loud since the only c

nd? Why?" she quer

I wanted to answ

ore pulling up

r behind," I said i

s you the most at this point," her voice lowered," With her situ

e she was pregnant? How she'd lowered her voice as if it was some secret to

ola talked to her Uncle about her preg

kno

sh before her face softened, "being young and

t before meeting my gaze. A gl

a bad choice. While in real sense

from experienc

nd constant swallowing,it was hard no

t in the wrong ways. The 'this is

had bad

with her if that's w

u but I know she mig

her pregnancy a secret from me until recently, I realized we still had a lot to know about each other, let alone

nely," she continued, " and maybe you p

speak but she raised

ther stay. But it would be right of me to watch you l

ight smile befo

r but I only hated how she was right and how her words

fore I turned to the hallway that lead up to th

e harshly whispered behind me as a whi

smile as my eyes darted around us. Out of cam

in the next hours,

was for the camera to see she

e number," I let my eyes wonder around the corners of the room for confirmation we we

supposed to

into her space, "or play nice. Yo

ing her hair but she wrapped her han

g to cause al

," I tore my hand off h

he was coiled up in a slight fetal position, her back to the door. Getting in

much frustration than intended. I swallowed back the gui

d her voice coa

e no matter what,"I adde

ea

a," she said after

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