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he medical center last night after I got the inhaler. Before I go

, but my sprained ankle didn't allow that. The pharmacist told me

ent, when it opens, Ashley wa

as Ashley slowly makes her way to

to you guys... "Sh

us arrived the times that we did. We're roommates, we... We should try t

ve each other's phone numbers. "

and share our numbers. When we're don

r home till a really nice, old couple came to adopt me. I'm 18 years

, or the images of both of them covered in blood. I live a very social life cause the noise, pa

nts again. I know it's not their fault. They helped me by taking me in and showing me so much l

essed... "She narrates and I sta

is cruel world... "She adds, and I smile as I hav

t was also in an accident. I was quite young and asleep in

adoptive mom is incapable of having children. So, I'm their only

rrow from within. My goth style is low-key linked to my late parents. My mom loved b

might bring color. "Tracy narrates, and I stare at

n to my mom. Sure, my story isn't as bad as theirs, but it still hurts bad

m, and my 9 years old brother. He left us to go

keep the house running and send my brother and me to school, and

ud, and I want my dad to regret ever abandoning me. I want to be better than his new kids. I want him t

shley questions with a bitter chuckle, and I scoff, I look up at them,

s now... "She says, and I

ite the effect on me... "Tracy says before getting off her bed,

ed with such strong people. I feel we'd get through this year just fine together. I'm glad I didn't get too judgmen

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oks again, because I plan to go to church tomorrow, and t

settle in. Nothing will ruin my first classes. You can call me sentimental or superstitious, but I believe

e she's surfing the internet, while Ashley is reading yet another nov

its up and turns

he questions and I raise a brow at her, before looking at Ashl

"She questions and I t

come. It would be really lit! "Tracy speaks again, and I

church functions and birthday parties. Not parties like the one Tr

"I can't help but quest

o join our fraternity, and also just to have fun. "Tr

ot go

mutters, but I sp

not g

cy questions and

oining a fraternity is the last thing I'd eve

t girl, but then again, you don't have to join

can decide if you want to miss the next party aft

makes school a lot more fun. Besides, I'm not sure you've at

would totally have gone if I didn't have plans

"Tracy question

with ma girls!! "She replies

"I question, a

n, If you don't do all these things, imagine the bland stories you'd be tell

ool sucks you into all its work... "Tracy begs, and I shut my eyes. I don't want to look l

and Ashley squeal while clapping and

t act like it. She acts like she's spent year

he so... Cool? It's almost like