Assassin's end

s going tend to put me to sleep so,

omance with th

wants to leave and it makes an emotion rush through me

use i am to have somet

g to do all the while anyways because i need a reaction. I need a reaction from him, just any re

happen someday, my mother would like

e i would not have assented to this but a pretty fa

ke this? Why are you acting

s happening here and i know he sees it too. I am getting worked up and i have to take a few d

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eeping quiet when i ask that question. I have been asking him that

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ooks at his feet before

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e ho

he looks at the floor

have a number of things to do lately a

lda?, because i had

lways confuse me and make me doubt if i am seeing correctly or if the light is juts playing tricks on me. It

nd erects the wall he has kept between us for the past year n

on the prisoner. I

mly on his feet. I would have at least wobbled and made a show of s

to calm down. It has been six and a half years since i

es. They aren't seizures to be precise but still they are something very close to that. They are reactions from my body. A very p

hen i was eight. Dorian had made a bet with me on who could run the fastest and

smile to some of his councilmen who had been trying to play both sides in the tussle between him and his brother. Just that smile, just that seemingly war

g assassin's non stop and father was always one step ahead of him. We couldn't stay at our own manor, that would mean dea

like i just ran through a whole lot of mud. Mother gave him a treat and a peck on the forehead while

he ringing

et me into going off to take a bath. I think she was the one who first noticed that something was w

e in her arms, and practically flew to the infirmary. That was the first time i had ev

to die though. I didn't feel i was going to die at all. I felt anger and pain, and more anger, so hot that it tore through me

e been a problem for me because unluckily, anger is not the only emotion that threatens to overwhelm me. The

oo small for me and i get

it is because of one person. One person who won't talk to me even if i am at the point of death and i feel that

am i feelin

me now and i also have to wonder, why

ood bunch of them at that. Father understands that we have tendencies so he gives us sort of a free reign with what we do, as long as none of it is lacking consent and as lon

de that, is it really because i am not at the castle that this

ing, i know the main reason all this is happenin

m talking to