The Cold Shoulder

over me. I willed myself to manpower

please stop. "

at those words, darting out a shaky hand with closed eyes and just did it. S

ound. They were in the kitchen, a cup of wine in their hands, both of them leaning against the c

sad, unwanted and very very stupid. But I was there and had brought a cab. I could

the intruder. I plastered a

but can u see you on the patio R

dish not to greet Lauren but I didn't care. She was going

so you could see the streets way down, houses and tall office buildings. A c

be fast so I

rry. I didn't mean to speak like that to you. I didn't realize the

owards. I backed up slowly until my back hit the table. The large table t

breath but loud enough that I was

ering me, like very close. Our hips were touching,u felt a nudge aga

ath against my face. Thank goodness he was a head tal

ink I'm dumb or what? ".

t him. Which I did unwillingly. I wanted to cry and tell him to back up again becaus

nk heavens he didn't know that. I closed my eyes, then he ram

You're horny. I ne

d my head my head so our lips were only

nine percent of my heart wanted to just seal i

y it is you I

rything. I knew it was never going to happen but I still couldn't tear myself away. I tried to br

bra and I tried to fight a

it sincerely " You didn't rea

nted to say that I did and see his reactio

No

as seriously fighting against the feeling I was having. Goodness,

love. No, I didn't want that beca

new i

again, his thumb grazing my cheek. " I'm so

ze on contact. But as soon as I thoug

him off which he ignored. I wanted to just go home and wet my be

I kiss

never asked that question before. My closed eyes watered for some re

A tear slipped as his mouth worked expertly against mine. And even

other around his neck. But his force was that greatest, I couldn't move my he

f rod against me. A cry escaped from my mouth and I pulled m

cked up my bag from the counter where I had dropped it, avoide