The Hot Guy Next Door

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to go downstairs, because I think they are going to be here a little longer. I go downstairs and see that they are drinking wine at t

ad toward my room again. I hear him say that he's coming. He says goodby

l w

looks at me a bit

ening, Sa

st a

evening

.

m even missing school and this

.

, and I have already gone

his car

hat he is coming back from the gym because of the clothes he is wearing. Sometime later, I see that there is a

I stan

my field of visi

et, which suggests that he was in the shower and I wish I could smell him now. He sits on the bed with hi

ite his lip like tha

n that same room, reminds me of that

to be t

p breath. I need to talk to h

.

through the glass kitchen door that he is sitting on the couch in the living room now, with his laptop in his lap. I knock on the door and as soon

me for a whi

e you doi

ing, but as if he also wishe

sa

me all that and then

ustrated by this situation. I approach him and he l

n I

eighteen for anot

le again, but this time

h you until five

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terru

work, and she is one of the

he is getting at

to jail, accused of corrupting

heartedly. Me t

away from you, and I don'

nd this only makes me w

ck to a wall right behind him. I move even closer to his body, feeling his erection again, a

as much as I do, so w

g because it has the same int

eyes once again, biting his lower li

und, and now I have

s

said I can't

cause of

st looks at me with

fingers again and he still seems to

my eyes

ease

deep brea

antha

m breath against my lips. He holds my face with both hands and his lips are on mine. His lips are soft and warm and I open mine to give w

art of my body and not just hold my face like this. I want his hands squeezing me in all the right places, like I know he knows

ouches me, I le

owly with his ey

mn

ust

ou'd better

away from him and walk toward the door. I look at him one more time before I leave and he is still leaning against th

gret what happened between us, but I fee

thinking abou

t have to b

be attracted to me and that is horrible. I go to the refrigerator and get a bottle of water, take a long sip, an

.

here I am sitting on a chair near the kitchen island, re

inished this

es towards the refrigerator to get a jug of orange

ries like that, it was always mo

that look that I know something is coming.

t is

st that, and as soon as I li

very lonely stayin

at she wan

ant to date anyone

ike he was at the time we were dating. I was sixteen and

ne, Mom,

roblem and I also talk to Haylie all the time and when scho

.

d. I have little to do and that kiss doesn't want to ge

her takes a brief rest while we watch a program on TV. S

t I promise that as soon as things stabilize

don't want her to think it's because of her, her

Stan and now I can't s

I jus

me, so I can go to the supermarket nearby and buy i

fied with my ide

I'll go to wor

I like she is like that.

.

my keys and go out the front door. After leaving the garage, I go straight ahead,

that I think I just ran over. I get off and walk over to her, who is down, and

of oranges she was carrying fell over and I am trying to help

as never

means. She understands, smi

ommitted an accident

ry embarrassed right now. But she just holds

Jilli

his han

aman

new here, a

rep

ve never seen yo

e s

t my fathe

ed paren

ce. She says that she has to go, but that we'll talk later because she live

.

ients, I get home and start preparing the cake. ... S

.

d as soon as I raise my eyes, he is standing in the doorway looking at me. My heart races. He is wearing a white shirt and a re

trying to sleep and I sm

teps into the kitchen as if he is still studyi

ou didn't want

ingers on the sink behind me, to hold myself together so I don't go to him

nt to see you, I said I sh

but I don't make it ob

e you trying to hi

smiles

at home, so I guess

while. I like he showe

e and you're just sittin

the cake filling in the sink. It's kind of hard to concentrate on this when I