My baby's father

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but look I am really desperate. I don't feel bad for talking to him that way but I

she haven't spent alot of time here yet but the few month

ow are you doin

in his office. He should be

then". I said making

vator ding and the door slide open. To say I was nervous was an understatement. i summoned the little courage I had left and I made my way to his offi

. I heard hi

fore entering the office

he replied with a nod of his he

m". he said ges

t adjusting

ts before saying "i

efore asking

icated or anything". he

l?" I ask

ink we should talk about it in the office". he paused. "how

hinking he was about to reinstate me inst

ls,can you meet me in the bar tonight?" he asked

anyways? "what b

cation to you. Be th

I nodded

he said before focusing his att

hen". I said

d me to come to the bar whereas stupid me was thinking he wanted to reinstate me. What would happ

gave her a small smile,I didn't even realize I

*

wn. There were times I also wore girlish cute clothes,then daddy was still healthy and he worked hard that I saw no reason to work,then he usually bought me clothes and shoes but when the disease hit

the likes. except from my office dresses. I can't go to the bar in those can I? if I was going with my friends it would have been a different story but this person is a company owner and thos

ghed,I have lost a lot of weight but the truth is that since dad got diagnosed for cancer and me having to get a job,I eat anything I see and sometimes food is the last thing on my mind even in the office unless Brenda drags me for lunch. I tried few similar clothes but it

t relieved since it would not be a place where I would feel intimidated by the other ladies dresses,that is not my thing to worry about anyways. I looke

efore looking at the screen 'my jerk of a boss' what

I said

es Immediately to the wall clock 8:45,I shrieked. "Miss Kim,w

s heavy traffic on my side of to

you" he said b

e before tying my hair in a high ponytail because if I decided to style it I may never get to that bar today. Yes I am obsessed with my hair,m

ere was no traffic but my boss probably don't know where I stay so h

my boss "hello,I am in t

VIP section

,some were even sniffing drugs with a card like object,I suddenly felt sick and I couldn't be more thankful that I wore a decent clothe because 90% of the ladies here wore disgusting clothes,some

eone's hand gripping my shoulder. To sa

d,I turned to meet a guy with green eyes,he looked really

. i said about to move when he dragged me with more force than he did earlier. I a

drrinnk wif mee first". he

removing his hands with more force from my sh

k dyu thinkk yo

. He can't be left alone on his own wherever there is alcoho

him. He waved at me and I suddenly felt sick as I went closer,he sat in a very secluded corner and I suddenly felt relieved that what I would see would be lesser than

really an asshole,what am I doing here by the way. The l

d for 8pm". he said buttoning his shirt and I diverted my eyes,I

re was heavy tr

he said bringing out a docu

oposal?"

s alot of money". he replied be

ead the heading it read 'marri

this?" I

ease". he

o read what

ths co

llion d

lic but in private you are free to

ged for a period of 5 months then the

unbelievable,I couldn't even stand him for a day

thing funny th

is this a joke?

e replied stern

o this". I

money involved,do you know how much you ca

ke I have sold my integrity becau

ke we are in love in public and we live our seperate lives in private. it is just for 6 m

n like each o

like me. That makes it easier for us to

y for nothing,why would you get engaged and breakup after? if you aren't ready to do this,why

settle down but my uncle insists I get engaged bef

that?" I as

d". he

to do all this because of money,why don't you wait until you find some

wn soon ,I don't even see myself settling down in 5 yea

I can't do thi

" he

forgive myself and I can't imagine myse

d who told you that the public gives double shit about an

see myself deceiving your uncle.He have be

about after a while". he persuaded but I wasn't about to give in. it's like deceiving everyone,I wasn't scared

re plenty of girls who would take thi

for us both and moreover it's just

gement be beneficial

discovered you really needed money for his treatment now that you don't have a job and f

ackmailing

should think about how far this m

r ask me to do so

spital and he needs

is. It is not the right thing to do even i

ly afraid of something

may that b

falling for me". he said

can't happen".

egrity but we would see how far the integrity w

this and that is

about that

am" I r

before running back" he said a

un back" I

im. You wil

t wasn't right and I don't w