WHAT THE HEART WANTS

er, John Cassidy, Victor bliz and Derek Hoffman,they were just coming back from their graduation after party,and they were all flat out drunk, one of them was asleep at the back seat, one took the wheel and the other two were singing and drinking more, no

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it wasn't all a prank.because she couldn't leave, we finally moved out of our drunk dad's place and got an apartment of our own,she told my sister and I that she would be there for us, so this seemed like a lie.I didn't know what to feel.I paced up and down the room,hands shaking.The nurse in charge had given me time to see her and say my final goodbyes....but I couldn't do that,not without my sister here,who was gonna take care

to the doctor's office,I knocked and walked in,she s

asked and she tried to hol

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ve?what did you do with my mother? Why won't she talk to me?!" My voice had started rising, cracking a little bit too,my e

get your sister and other family members,and get your mum

re for months,this is the driver's fault" I re

run,just get your family members and bury her,it will m

telling me to let it go?" I asked and got up angrily,there was n

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ran out of the hospital. I got out my phone and called my friend Jason,his dad(the one my mum works for was

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my hair in despair,just then it struck me,The accident!.I cursed under my breath and ran outside

drove that far,I guess I was sleeping on the wheel,and I was waken up when the accident happened,I was so s

terrible mistake last night" I replied

hough we're so disappointed,we'll take care o

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te them, and take them to whatever hospital they wan

, there's no point" she sa

...." I repeated tears

have I done?" I asked in between

rdized over one mistake,go back to the bed and rest up,you need strength to be a

I have committed a crime,I sho

red,got up and left the room,I tried to follow but she had lo

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but I didn't hear him, I got out of the taxi and met Jason in front o

I could feel the tears burning my eyes,I sniffed,I had to hold them back

restaurant,he pulled a chair for me to seat on a

ing in front of me. I didn't

sked,he tried to ho

t, I bet you haven

or this, just tell me what happ

ome over,When I got here she was on the floor......I saw no one,it was most

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to see if we had CCTV cameras and I told them we didn't,so they left." I couldn

answers Jason answers! What the fuck am I supposed to tell my sister now? Where are we going

ore tears stream down my face, I ran my hand through my hair,my phone rang I looked at the caller ID,it was Jenny

ell her now" Jason said noticing me,I

own shit" I replied a

burst into tears,so I held her hands tighter until we got home,our home that we moved to about a year ago when we finally left dad's place.He was abusive and they argued all the time,she decided to leave him when he hit me,pulled all the money she had and rented this place,and then she promised to take care of us,to care for us so much that we would not remember him anymor

id you needed answers and maybe this would calm