The diary of Lizz
pte
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ed when I was still a teenager. My mother had just d
had left home and to forget my p
o everyone around me, well, that's what I thought. Other things could have happened if I had told my mothe
anything, but since my addiction to drugs, everyone has turned away and even thought of helping me overcome all of this, people who called themselves
e a chemical dependent and that I could not acce
writing my first book, and yes, I did get it published, but of course it didn't work out. At that
I would try to do everything differently; I wanted to be able to make my family proud again. After rememberi
all the sweet girl from the past, who wanted to become a famous writer, who was always signing in the corner to live a beautiful love story, and to b
nster, an older brother who was overprotective, and until recently even had a boyfriend, Mathews w
can't refuse, a kind of agreement. I confess that I don't know what to e
my meeting with Mathews. I think
ing differently from now on if I want to change. My mother and brother will still be v
h him after everything that had happened, I know that I have a certain amount of g
ope that I can get out of this damn drug addiction and that I can still dr
r imagined I could have, and now it is getting even worse since I put in my head that I want to get rid of this evil. Today I had a terrible n
, I looked at the clock that was on my wrist and realized that it was almost time to meet him, so I finis
ce, I go to the reception
d aft
The restaurant receptionist asks. I lo
he receptioni
reservation under t
yping on the computer keyboard. "Thank you for waiting, I j
ews had reserved. It was a little isolated from the others, probably because he
nd after a few minutes th
you like something to
ave a water, please, I'm expecting someone.
nd I'll give you your water,
s my water, and it's time for Mathews to arrive, h
take t
just ordered some water to drink. Do
t have a cup of coffee," he answers and
ut he still hadn't told me why he want
away. It is not that I am not enjoying it, in fact, I am
tten," he answers, smiling sideways and embarrasse
swer – You remember that for a while I even managed to conquer
es my hands and kisses each of
are trying to change, to get out of this
since I've used anything else, but every day it seems that everything gets worse
ushes away a little of my hair that in
you are managing to overcome yourself," he says no
ened? - I ask, confused by wh
ublishing House., initially you would be a receptionist, but I
my hands toward my mouth, be
have always wanted to know Pedro Monteiro's company. How did you g
ce I commented to her about a book I intended to launch, and she asked yesterday if
this help you are giving me. I don't even know if
hat I didn't feel anything for him at that time, much to the contrary, I just couldn't return that feeling because
his, Mathews take
ll be here. I am so happy to see how you are. Ha
onally, "Now enough crying. How will this job interview
of my hands and laugh
be at Monteiro Publishing House and from what Carla told me an
ecretary, would it b
private secretary, making copies of fi
l me when she finds out about this job
sad your mother was about your drug addiction a
me so well lately, I don't even know what she will do when she finds out about the job i
Mathews, and after this wonderful meet
e addiction? I hope that the