The diary of Lizz
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destination, I could already see from a distance that my mother and my brother were already ther
dged him to make him realiz
don't have to do this anymore. I'm always cleaning t
ose relationship, even closer than me and my mother. Without me expecting
you," he says, calling me by a nickna
e. You know I hate this nickname," I say, pulling away from him
ll call you this way," he says, and th
m, I had hurt many people since I became addicted to drugs. I don
lieved with my answer. My brother loves Mathews and knows that he has done the impo
again. The way Lucas spoke to me made me anxious. I didn't want to b
nswer, "Mathews called me because he said he has a job offer for me and that p
. Then he approaches me again and surprisingly hugs me tightly as if to make sure that
e minutes until a certai
n? - my mother asks, probab
as giving Lucas. I didn't want people to see me having "feelings"
ers and then adds, "It's just that Li
couldn't believe that something good could have happened to me. Ever since my drug addiction, she has treated me this way, as if everything I did was a reason to
anything, Lucas a
nd is just waiting for someone from the com
en looks in
she says as if she doesn't believe wha
will be yes, this job opening... Y
his, my mother ta
y telling you that I don't want you a
ike it when I mention the name of that
, until out of nowhere she slowly appr
You don't need to know everything. I don't want you
by the way she was treating me at that moment. So I just
boss me around anymore, I'm older, and I own my own nose." I take a
re near that damned company... Be warned – After my mother says this she moves away
her new
probably take place as soon as possible – I add and then my mother leaves with a frown
ring to as my mother. After getting bored with all of this, I throw myself on my small sofa and try to remember when she started treating me this way, I believe it
uldn't avoid, after all, I am a human being. I wish I could change my life soon so that everyone could be proud of me again, and thinking about t