The diary of Lizz

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destination, I could already see from a distance that my mother and my brother were already ther

dged him to make him realiz

don't have to do this anymore. I'm always cleaning t

ose relationship, even closer than me and my mother. Without me expecting

you," he says, calling me by a nickna

e. You know I hate this nickname," I say, pulling away from him

ll call you this way," he says, and th

m, I had hurt many people since I became addicted to drugs. I don

lieved with my answer. My brother loves Mathews and knows that he has done the impo

again. The way Lucas spoke to me made me anxious. I didn't want to b

nswer, "Mathews called me because he said he has a job offer for me and that p

. Then he approaches me again and surprisingly hugs me tightly as if to make sure that

e minutes until a certai

n? — my mother asks, probab

as giving Lucas. I didn't want people to see me having “feelings”

ers and then adds, "It's just that Li

couldn't believe that something good could have happened to me. Ever since my drug addiction, she has treated me this way, as if everything I did was a reason to

anything, Lucas a

nd is just waiting for someone from the com

en looks in

she says as if she doesn't believe wha

will be yes, this job opening… You

his, my mother ta

y telling you that I don't want you a

ike it when I mention the name of that

, until out of nowhere she slowly appr

You don't need to know everything. I don't want you

by the way she was treating me at that moment. So I just

boss me around anymore, I'm older, and I own my own nose." I take a

ere near that damned company… Be warned – After my mother says this she moves away

her new

probably take place as soon as possible – I add and then my mother leaves with a frown

ring to as my mother. After getting bored with all of this, I throw myself on my small sofa and try to remember when she started treating me this way, I believe it

uldn't avoid, after all, I am a human being. I wish I could change my life soon so that everyone could be proud of me again, and thinking about t