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lie on my back on my bed

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answer something.Claire t

und his Faceb

again.I am face to face with all that perfection now the desire to have his body very close to mine comes back to me.I look at th

out anyone.After looking at her p

re: W

d you die s

you still a

as I read this,

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ke him change his min

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o keep thinking about the fact that Thomas has a fiancée.I know that I let him know that I don't care about this, but I wish he

er.Maybe this will improve my anxiety in finding some solution for my recent obsession with losing

enjoying their vacation with their parents and remember that I'm still here doing nothing becaus

about it. I don't even recognize myself anymore.I have a

course, he hasn't changed his mind.I reread our conversation, the cold and polite way he ans

onvince him. I don't want to seem desper