EXISTING IS NOT LIVING

le to feel dead for years and still smile and laugh? Is it possible to stop being yourself for a long time and still not remember who you were? These voices are always saying to

eir eyes water. Regardless, I give the best advices to people who are being attacked by the misery of grief. I honestly don’t feel like I am worthy of anyone’s love and I mean it because when my wealthy handsome father gives me all the money and tells me that I am loved, that he loves me dearly, I believe it not. My mind rejects it and not just from him but from every

haustion for me by just existing and a what made

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oesn’t exist

e sad with a multi mill

a boyfriend and

he past when I did try to open up. So if people think I’m no

could go away with death and I did attempt a couple of times but whoever rules the universe

en though I grew up believing I was pretty, they succeed

lot to offer and is the happiest place I’d ever find myself in. I try to pull myself out