From Rejection to Desire

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room to the large balcony,

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walk over to the balcony door and pull it open, hesitating b

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freshly painted railing and lean over it to look out over the spa

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his fitted t-shirt sleeve, and grips the fro

trying to explai

in my direction and Alpha Ta

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is to roll myself backward, away from the railing of the balcony, keeping myself straight up and down as I

the curtain, tugging roughly on it un

my new bedroom floor, panting, I

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ives me a tight hug and tells me everything is go

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to grab it off the bed, throwing myse

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for me to do right now is to just

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noise burst from my mouth, which I

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I lau

e a bowling pin on the balcony and decided that the

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he wetness off my cheeks, I

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shower. Then…well…o

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