What It Means to be His

g with loud music pouring out of its entrance. I pul

e to be at home with

idea," I said to my fri

for saying something she deemed stupid. "Are you kidding me? I have been trying to get you

deeper into my pants pock

she swears it would be better with me there. I am only here because I worry. It is better that we are in pairs than

at is what I

sed with. The outfit she could not do much with. Not because I put my foot down or anything. Oh no! There is no fightin

when I decided to dress like a sexy pirate. Of course, Mel had a say in that too. It was a burgundy off the shoulder blouse with puffy sleeves and a corset like torso

kill u

could find in my wardrobe. If it were n

my head up to send a thanks to which ever God

g of you – cut the

e bouncer

maybe I g

t we were also the legal drinking age. He held my ID up and eyed my face. I smiled uncomfortably as

roudly waggled her brows at me and bi

rist bands

in my wallet. "How

t it," he said ha

it was only free before 11. It i

took a huge gasp of air and the pa

thank you so much fo

ented it to the bouncer. He strapped the bands

" I grunted as we w

s the VIP drink package bands and free entry, do not ever

on't know t

t have to pay for a single drink tonight. At this rate, all we will have to pay for is a ri

not.

to come out but also to participate. You are drinki

sgusting,"

nk," Mel sang out. "C'mon! Le

cided to take in my surroundings. It was cleaner and up kept than I thought it would be. They had some cocktail tables

, handing me a tiny

burned my sinuses just from the proxi

lls hor

ing me a disappointed look. "It is n

peer pr

re not fi

ard forcing me to gulp the entire thing in a single go. The liquid ran hot down my throat, scorching its

d in an unflat

nds to effective use. Who knows w

ed in repulsion. My intestines

u do is work, play piano, and stay holed up in your t

... let

Release it! Drink and let go of all your worries. Tonight, it is just y

onders! When I play a song after a stressful day, my muscles re

shit, it's pourin

is never that great of an out

s a once in a lifetime chance to do something I secretly always wanted to do. The best part

littl

ave a small smile to M

to have no affect. She jumped up and down – somehow

o no tomorro

She turned back with two more glasses each. I

ng to be a