Whole Hearted

lives that we don't expect, but sometim

me now, I didn't ask or want him to

for several days, not only wi

, while washi

d in shock because of the loudne

anic." I said

e. They say you have a project." Mom emphasized t

it, spe

ishes, I wiped my hands on the

e going to do the

just picked you up." he answe

'll just le

mom's second, I just smiled an

at far from their h

d me up." I sai

opped walking when we passe

shrugged. I forgot that he doe

ned the door of their house. "I'll just ta

. I'll wait for you." I answ

ce of their house. Spacious and well

re Tita? Uncle

" I heard a shrill voice

van's kitchen. And there I

. "What are you doing h

ng there?" I also

." This conyo said, he likes

wer. Answer, even though you know i

, before eating again. I

heard it said. I automatica

re with me. You crazy cunt! Can I kick you

Evan say, I turned behind me

m?" he asked the woman, it turned ou

ow where he went."

"Come on." he said

living room, where we were going to do the proj

notes that we can use as a guide and I will take care of t

at me anymore, I sat next to him and to

the pen and paper to write

wned, it was boring. I looked at him, he was seriously typing

I won't admi

nly spoke, he was

?" I asked and put down

. Are you tired?

cause of the last thing he said.

ckly nodded. My pet is feeling a little

ay here, I'll get some food.

for you here." I push

able, and thought.

day that I'm with him I like him mo

y tapped my head with the

t n

d with food. He placed it on t

, "How are y

simply, he went back

e drinking the juice he prepared. Aft

ad in front of his mouth, then l

e before biting into

he bread again. He nodded, from time to time I probed him

full, it's oka

s when I breathed a sigh of relief. I looked a

lunch yet, but

he stood up, "Let's g

ked?" I

d I scratched my head. That

lates, glasses, and spoons. There is also food on the table. Wow!

chel, I want you to taste how good I cook." h

's see." let's see

sitting, Evan sat next to me. W

a bite, "What? Is it good?

re nodding, I won't stand up to hi

said my cooking is delicious.

attention to him because he said so much, I just fo

dn't want to agree at first, but I rolled my eyes at him. That got s

said he would pick me up at home because we

h the laundry, and the

o dry it quickly. After that I lay down

I could do, I just playe

e knocking on the door. "Wh

somewhere," it was mom. I got up from

from my clothes before getting dressed. I looked at the

even check if there was saliva swellin

scratched my eyebrows. "Let's go?" I will as

eyes immediately searched fo

to Liel." he answered befo

it's better

" I asked when we

ly, he removed my hair that

cks!" I said in surprise

?" he

t. I don't have any money wi

"I'll take care o

urn to be fr

ave me alone. Okay?" I frowned before nodding. He smiled, I was

I whispered befor

" I asked while looking

wned,

d seemed to think for a moment a

you." he answered

owed by another, "Just make sure. Because you really won't like

so that we don't get to the point where I leave you." he still smiled after

before loo

me?" he asked, and turned my face

ded,

hat should be my answer to

or him, he's okay

classroom." I said and pul

t dumb and didn't understand anything. I really nee

oment, if I really like him why d

him say next to me

u Evan. Next time, I'll keep up with Jess

who was about to leave. "Oh?" they as

the two looked at each other

the two of them, I st

we left the classroom I caug

away and joined J

I was not surprised by the question afte

Why don't you two go

a problem? Tell us qui

za and buy fishballs and eat."

and after we bought food, we sat on

talk?" Jessie commanded

wing and answering. "When someone flir

nd looked back at me with narrowed eye

question?" I asked with a

see if it passes or not." Nada

him?" I asked again, Je

t narrowed my eyes. "Is s

ing, "Precisely!" I heard

st asked at

ing away again. "It's E

ng from them so I looked at them, then t

they were both tired of laughing. "Go

we just can't get over it. Is it true,

red with a trace of irritation in my v

e, and now you're asking us, is that what we're asking for?" Na

to be." I

What did you answ

is just like him, maybe he won't ask and I'll answer him, or worse, I'll take hi

ribed me, I scratched my head. I coul

e still young, not yet at the right age." I made him understand, "And how can I be h

ger. You just have to remember this when you get into a relationship, you know your l

ecause that's part of love, the you will get hurt. Don't be afraid the important thing is that you should be ready to face it if the day comes when you get hurt and he leaves y

ood well what they said. Just now that I think about Evan

n you prepare for the pain when it comes? Can

.

down on our chair, my bu

ext to me and opened my bag, rummagin

l starin

ad it in my pocket earlier and I didn't eat it. Involuntarily I nodded, I he

l to be stupid because

bag and walked into my room. I d

d but I wasn't sleepy. I was dumbfo

I answ

from lying down. I left the room just in

bout what I did before leaving him. I didn't keep

up with him, it was just a simple thing I did but why d

up to say goodbye. I walked to th

he movie about teenagers falling in love.

?" I looked at mom whe

, but there was no good

asked again, it's not usually that he's always g

, ma'am."

your son and I know when you're happy or we

s it normal?

wrinkled wh

confusing to a

y haven't you answere

t y

y n

I might end up getting hurt." I b

n you enter into a relationship. But Rachel, remember this. If you like him and if you

hurt me?" I asked

't use your bran. Do you understand what I mean or

ould be ready to get hurt when the time comes. I should al

all, it was still early. I looked at mom and smiled.

see him!" mom pushed me away, I ju

s i

ouse. I stopped breathlessly

asleep? But it wasn't like

efore walking over to the do

as if it was going to pop out at any moment. I a

thing but I suddenly closed my mouth whe

ir extra helpers.

do you

lk to him. It's important, please t

my head one after the othe

ing for him." I said nervously, manang looked a

the point where I almost felt dizzy, the shocks w

ckly looked at the person who took a sip.

say?" asked a

wasn't angry about what I di

long time to explain to him suddenly disappea

're saying, Rachel." as befo

u. I'm your girlfriend, I'm your boyfriend. Let's go, yes i

looked at him and saw him smiling while looking

to look closely into his eyes, I was right he

maybe this is just another dream that when I reach you, yo

his cheeks. "Yes, Evan. I'm answering you, it's not

him, he kissed the tip of my nose. "No

hi

he said and stared at me before he slowly brought

hispered softly, before he