THE WOLF WITHIN ME
t of one dumb outfit with a T-shirt
d into my bedroom, sho
g a love story. The major plot involved a police officer going undercover to
be this gir
into a young woman? He's holding out for the proper opportunity to let
t my attention as I looked up. He raised
can d
her or "Miss Nova," none of the security guards even
wo people standing above me: Kira and Ivy. They were
while keeping my wrist fr
st of my father's house. Although I would like to claim ownership of the decoration, my father's interior design team made all of the decisions.
sponse was, "I'm not e
all following decisions without consulting me about my preferences. Six hours after
stake by the designer. My preoccupation with scrutinising mys
l balcony for a prince to save a princess from, perhaps steal a kiss from, or even set up a Taylor Swift music video. However, not even
for having read the
wn the stucco wall at night while daydreaming that I was a vigi
k inside by my father's security squad. They initially found it
lack of fresh air that resulted made the room feel more stuffy and unpleasant in addition to keeping me insi
en Kira's grey eyes turned to my as she asked,
ion and cartel leaders; outfit me with a silve
nking, she said, "Y
gh my veins, and my breath became laboured. Laughter began to boil up the back of my throat as my gut
ea what to
e of her sen
, "What?" My elbows thumped into my mattress, my
iberately, as if doing so would help me und
ching chuckles that came from me. My eyes started to water, and Kira's delighted grin b
isted and my back rounded as my shoulders heaved and my lungs burned. I ha
e maki
ed me into opening my eyes. I breathed deeply f
be jokin
the joke. I blurted out, "Like in the movies?
and her eyes were as dead serious as a sto
it of distrust formed in my stomach. They both looked back at me with fixed eyes,
... 100 per
I straightened my posture and gaped as the stillness bore heavily on me. "Are yo
ed to be. My skin tingled and my cheeks co
e flicked to Kira
," was so overpowering that I shuddered. "Your fat
of my throat dried up. There a
y to di
irteen. Even the fact that I had no other reason
er chest and asked, "Have you
s cor
d, "No." I then looked down at my hands
able? Why all the t
oze. I wrapped my hands about my stomach, which was r
No." "The injections were intended to pos
et of freezing water. Any traces of my laughter that
d every part of Kira-her precisely coiffed grey hair, the sharp edges of her nursing uniform, the
er, I felt it in my bones. My lower lip vibrat
nce I can't remember not knowing her to volunt
her would give h
on of physically altering my body for who knows what purp
rmones weren't alre
eins, fueled by a simmering wrath that grew the longer I sat there embracing myself. My eyes burned with a steely lo
erewolves first shift at fourteen, after the onset of mense
t I uttered "How? Why!
outh drew closer together, like a wall of know
t so she couldn't reveal any secrets she stored in her mental vault. The realisation weighed he
o are you up aga
arents withheld information from a child they believed was too young to understan
"protection" fit into either
ke a lie about m
ult of the intimate assault, and I bli
her thought it best to delay the transformation until as late as possible." You
s always
enance to become blurry. Regarding everything she said, I had no comprehension. A flee
whatever was in tha
rse carer and asked, "So..
anging in Ivy's empathetic eyes, my repeated question sounded ridiculous. Since Kira inserted those nee
tand the potential motives for
the injection site, the pads of my
t suppresses female reproductive hormones, was injec
her. I shouted between clenched teeth, "And these?" and ex
rate and wolfsbane administration,
palms as the words sc
d then effortlessly released them. I shuddered at the icy air's touch on my skin. I held my wrists tigh
aring them in my own would give them some context or explanation. They me
... ig
were those
wolf from appearing earlier,
nly makes t
hed like a fearful child, a
ckling the flesh there. With each rapid heartbeat, the gravity and seriousness of the conversation pressed into my chest, dr
r eyes fixe
ide? She's...
What. T
in my voice, but I continued, "I still don't believe you, but if I
usual, Kira's eyes were grey and expressionless. Ivy remained silent despite the sympathy in her eyes. She
ries of events. Additionally, if their interaction with him was anything like mine, they were u
I slipped into my bed. I wasn't sure if I was ready
pless, lonely little girl. I
h each breath, clenched my hands into fists. I had no knowledge about werewolves, but it was wicked of my father to have kep
hor
as I looked at m
hor
loor space between us, as I n
ly met, you have my utmost hatred
sters a
had been the foolish, ignorant girl who had sat i
n taken into account. Nev
a be
th straightened legs. Every step brought me closer to the death sentence of my former life, which may have left me feeling u
ge through my fingertips, one hand gripped the dresser's top edge firmly. The other hand was so tightly curled up against my
at a time, it tore through my throat, leaving my mouth dry and my breath depleted. I clench
like fuck
my reflection did not m
ng to make me
he mirror was undamaged with the exception of a few hairline cracks. Ivy's mouth gaped in the
en't enou
e, oppressive quiet as the weig
. I'm a moron. a foo
n my knuckles. My eyes closed and my fingers let go of my fist after a few moments of silenc
r option. Never before have I h
he
r out loud. The heat in my veins cooled, simmered into a dull ache in the middle of
ying, "We have little time, Miss Nova." She appeared to be coun
ew afternoon training. "Ivy here is a pack historian from the
hang my head till it r
e stood with his legs locked in an aggressive stance and his foolish, big arms crosse
." Flint would serve as my executor if b
ou ready to try
use of the glint in his eyes, which were hidden under light brown hair that was dangling across his forehead. Knowing that
. How is he so c
to the gym mats beneath our fee
urs, and I'll s
ooded his full set of brown-hazel eyes with pure black, his irises fi
is resumed sneer before my wordless gasp left my mouth. I took a f
pack, Princess. Now let's really get started. We're doing hand
ed, "Tra
is used ov
ats we stood on and were spread out on the gym floor. He took an off-center position and clenched two
with hefty steps. In contrast to his, my little, p
rch as I asked, "Now what, F
t me," in a sarcas
that I had never struck a human being with a fist despite the fact
ev
arked with red lines that serve
or my re
sensation inside at this time, as though my feelings had been removed and cast aside as unimportant
can
lips curled inward and then sprang out
by my nails as m
. I was never one
, maybe then you'll actually hit me." He baited me, and I nar
n rose. My cheeks began to get hot as heat raced up
hasis, "That's i
was aimed towards his face. He put me face-down on the mat, one arm crossed across my chest. My nose suddenly
out a loud exhale even though I was aware of how frail I still was and turn
and by curling his fingers
his encou
from me once more, shifted my forward motion as if I were weightless, and then shoved me backward. He
t, my chee
voice chided, "A
urned and simulated turning right before lunging left. Despite a shift in strategy, Flint pushed me down
bored look, "Stop lunging." Move around my blo
to, I
half-moon shapes by the
so that my butt smacked th
le shaking my fists. My jaw shoo
fingers, "Again,
te embar
ed, "Again," as I fell over
ks, but I still raised my hurtin
pinched my left cheek till my lips
!" and pummelling t
ng the cherry on top of m
ga