It Should Have Been Like This

applied a lot of makeup to cover it up, but she didn't have the money to purchase a decent makeup kit. Her skin easily reacted if she used cheap or fake beauty products

make sure they were still breathing. The day before, the youngest suddenly started feeling dizzy and wheezing, and she knew it was connected to the second youngest. If she didn't act on time, she

ent for them, but he could also give them a good education and a better life. Lavender wanted to tell herself that he'd reject his children but she knew that he wouldn't, he wasn't that kind

he problem was that she was afraid they would take them away from her. She was afraid of meeting him again. After painfully lying that their father was a good man and that they were in love, she didn't wa

utter everything up made her sick. She felt like the children should only be allowed to be with her, no one else. Lavender was fully aware that she was

rk until the money was repaid, but she knew that was a fairytale wish. Her salary was only enough to feed them and pay for some minor bills, even if she worked until she was shaking to her bones, she'd never be able to pay back with her salary. Plus, how would they feed and

n was ch

gain. She didn't want to lose their love and respect and most especially, she didn't want the buried trauma to rise. In the past, when things got too hard for her, she resolved to sl

h any other man. She'd developed mild genophobia

as making. It was an old phone struggling to survive just like her. She pushed herself off the counter a little and reached into her pocket

tremble. The fact that Savia sounded distraught meant that it was serious. When she left the house in the morning, Zyaire was complaining about some pain

ppened t

own the staircase. Old man Joe helped us take him to the hospital but whe

at hospita

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ng from that. Serenity needed her drugs immediately and the doctor referr

ituations like this, she wished for that nice doctor who would say he or she would carry out treatment so she could pay later, but it was also the same time such

face and understood what it meant. He gently lifted the head of their youngest sibling which was on his lap and placed it on the leather seat, then stood up. He

ey were inside, Savia furiously kicked the trash can and scr

this, she's exceedingly annoying. How can someone who always knows the end result of something still make bad decisions? She is well aware of what will happen to her children and just like always, she makes up a stupid reason in her head to convince hersel

psychological help, but let's focus on saving our siblings. If anything happens to them, as usual, she'll

at if you try hacking into tha

im. Do you think it'll be possible to invade hi

mething?" Zachary shook his head. Savia bit her middle finger and suppress

er, they just needed their siblings to be safe. There was no other choice. "Savia, you have to threaten Mom, it's the only way," Zach watched his sister stop pacing and stare at him with surp

hind, a little surprised. When Savia returned to her mother, she stood in front of her, and with a powerful and cold voice, she called out harshly to

but her daughter beat her to it and her words made her heart sink. "If anything happen

r worries and fears, and even your pride and past trauma, but woman, if you don't snap out of it and make a hard decision, everything you've been working hard for will be wasted. I don't thi

at short time, she imagined a life without her three lovely children and the remaining two hating her. It was a nightmare. As if hypnotized, she fell to