The Common Law
lined to love Louis Neville, and had advanced no f
in the presence of a dozen others, characterised him as "one of those passively selfish snobs wh
miable and smiling apology for the absent painter produced a curiously depressing effect upon Ogilvy and
snob. Like a busy bacillus surrounded by a glass tube full of prepared culture, he exists in his own intellectual exud
hat has Neville don
went to him and said, 'See here, Neville, I've got some Shoe-trust and Button-trust women to pour tea for me. Now you know a lot of fash
bread-line and get that sort of lookers myself-and I don't care whether his bunch came from Tenth Street Colonial stock or the Washington Square nobility or the landed gentry of Chelsea or from the purlieus of the Bronx, which is where they apparently belong! I can get that kind myself. I wanted automobiles and broughams and clothes, and I got one
tears stood in his big, v
you come to
inting portraits of half of upper Fifth Avenue. Besides," he added, na?vely,
Until this winter I knew nobody, either. And very often I washed my own handkerchiefs and d
ire, a trifle ou
d for models and materials." He added, pleasantly: "I have dined more often on a box of crackers and a jar of
stable-loft studio to-" he shrugged-"the
?" inquired Allaire, awed to the
" said Quer
the hellish row made over your canv
ction. "Also," he said, softly, "I painted a very fashi
real thing
Then society will let you slap its powdered and painted face-yes-permit you-other liberties-if only you will pa
grinned and passed a muscular hand ove
he said with a hard glance
ntroduce you to anybody I
u mean
have for opportunity understands wha
square of y
atural. The public table is
oment, slowly cares
. But I'd like to get a look in, Querida. I've got to make a little money in one way or another-" he added i
ays marry any woman. There's no t
Querida, his gray-green eyes brimming with an imprudent malice he could not even now deny himself-"Also the b
encilled eyebrows were
low threw a bottle at me," said Allaire with a disagreeable laugh. He had come as near as he
tte and blew a whiff of
lazily, "that somebody
these days, and the one best bet will be some long-faced Botticelli with heavenly principles and the moral stability of a tumbler
ld see the roof of the studio building where Neville lived. And he wondered how far
slaying every doubt. And his had been a bitter life; but he had suffered smilingly;
s capacity for patience, for suffering, and for concealment, but not for mercy. And he cared passionately for love
ich he himself was a stranger-a restless, sensuous side which her very isolation and exposure to danger seemed to excite the more until desire to control her, to drive
sordid days. But there was no hurry, and life was young, and so was Valerie West-young en
had gone ill with him since then-so ill that he could not put the thought of
city for enduring. And he had now something else to watch-something that his
could not be two. And he already felt the approach of a shadow menacing the glory of his sunlight-already st
ment and inward disturbance of José Querida, were having no eas
ings and the stress of prejudice. Blindly confident in Love, they were certain, so far, that it was Love itself that they worshipped no matter what rites and ceremonies
rightfully complex pr
e which had always characterised him-had left only a wi
save his own was ever forcing her toward a more formal and literal appreciation of what he was determined must be
lained to him the unalterable fundamentals of their pact. These were, first of all, her refusal to alienate him from his family and his own world; second, her right to her own individuality and freedom to support herself without interferen
y. But she very patiently explained to him that she found, in posing for interesting people, much of the intellectual pleasure that he and other men found in
mometers in people's mouths. I like children pretty well but I don't want to be a governess and teach other people's children; I want to be taught myself; I want to learn-I'm a sort of a child, too, dear; and it's the familiarity with wiser people and brighter people and pleasant surroun
take you into a world w
onvention and of generations of training in every precept of formality; and in her-for with Valerie West adolescence had arrived late-that mystery had been responsible for far-reaching dist
her own young heart and an untrained mind she was evolvi
prematurely forming her character. There was no one in authority to tell her-check, guide, or direct her in the revolt from dogmatism, pedantry, sophistry and conventionalism. A
Louis-that is the way I am tryin
bringing
d better depart as I cam
too
is not. Shal
you r
am willing to t
o?" he asked,
inking of my
ant you not to think abou
re, opening her arms and
do you suppose lovi
f yourself at all
I'm fortunate, happy-I-" She glanced
dar
ress, looking at him in silence out of eyes as dark
erverse little kid, aren't you
say
art because you
ecause you don't reall
you to
iterary bo
rstand that I'm respectable en
ine to love me unless I turn into a selfish, dependent, conventional
isation to safeguard you,
han you need. I am not a bab
not the q
to force me to do what I believe would be a wrong to
eories-not c
so tired of hear
would be, you little
t as much, as though you were kind and reason
the girl to whom I'm engaged
ling; and put her arms higher so that they slipped aro
asting such lots of time in argument when it's all so very simple.
ay to pour their tea, and he followed and sat down in an
lighted a cigarette, but presently f
nd words, we had better end it now." She added, with an irrepressible laugh, partly nervous, "Your happiness
ing into the coals; then a swift tenderness filled her eyes; her sensitive
e try in my own way. It's all for you-everything I do or think or
he stooped down, laying her cheek a
I make mistakes, forgive me; remember only that it is b
at were flushed now, and, as his embrace enclosed her, she responded with a sudden flash of blind passion-a moment's
in she swayed, breathless, covering her face with desperate hands, striving to comprehend,
am to you.... Don't kiss me again-I ask you not to-I pray that you won't.... We
, "you care nothing for
ou don't love me enough.... This-this is madness-w
ve you,
et me go!-or you woul
slipped out of his embrace to her knees, sank down on the rug at his feet, and lai
lie so; then, stooping over
expect if we
"You don't understand-yo
and I won't. I care no longer how I take you, or when, or where, as long as I can have you
, where it lay now against his
d him with every word. He told her he loved her, adored her, could not endure li
low by the crossed arms muffling her face, "I am
proved that
have proved.... We were eng
red nothing for s
o cry again
ie-dar
t understand
what, dear
love was its own p
e no a
tle while, then put her hand up
ught, Louis, every pulse-beat-mind, soul, body.... But no future day had been set; I had thought of none as yet. Still-since I knew I was to be to you what I am to be, I have been very busy preparing for it-mind, soul, my little earthly possessions, my personal affairs in their small routine.... No bride
and looked up at h
dea of truth. And you were untrue to me. And for
said, ve
our love such an
e no a
lightly who promised to give herself to you fo
Good
t love me enough? For I shall not
ng hi
is it," she sa
ned his face and he turned it away, sitting there in silence, his tense clasp
ons, loyal to yourself. I am only a miserable, rotten specimen of man who i
ou
ventions-and I violate every one of them. I'm a spectacle for gods and men!" His face was st
love you, God knows how or in what manner, but I love you, cur that I am-and I respect you-oh, more that
rcy, L
es and laid both ha
blushed-"but that is because you are only a man after all.... I think, perhaps, that a girl's love is different in many ways. Dear, my love for you is perfectly honest. You believe it, don't you? If for one moment I thought it was otherwis
" he
assed from his and became
ove could possibly be. But to me, the giving of myself to you is to be, in my heart, a ceremony more
, "I know-I understand-I ask y
er hands still resting on his shoulders, kneeling there b
ugh, Louis. And when I am quite sure you do, th
you now,
you s
es
" she said
ss question, she could not
her eyes to meet his, but the delicate rose
ng as
n to love me enough even by that time. Do you thin
a little, shyly, as she suddenly divined a new tenderness and respect in h
my life if you
ou me
ow I do
ruly do feel that way-perhaps-perhaps
said
of the great god Kelly
kes his thunderb
ay so, V
ave sa
no use in my
e oracle falters and I see the mere man looking very humbly around the c
s what you see and hea
at am I
, ple
," she repea
ing!... W
too early
se, d
n't want
are
ha
you ans
now, I'll be tempted to
ight,
tened. "Probably it is peculiarly suitable
looked at her, grave, unsmiling. Suddenly he
"I had already fixed the first day of June for-fo
ed along her ring finger and clung sparkling to it; and she st
she kissed it, looking at him whil
him, she drew the ring from her finger, touched it
ar," sh
t; and the knowledge edged her lips with tremulous humour. But her eyes were very sweet and t
"and such a dear one. He will
he said, drawing her into
you, Louis, I wouldn't waste any more energy in worrying about a girl who is perfe
o you
into that obstinate head of yours that there's so
e! You know
t anything lacking in t
of you-as far as
ha
let more things come into your life. You can't paint what isn't in
soft cheek
uise that you know what life means to us all. Love nobly; and the world will not doubt that love is noble; lov
hrills, bewitches, enthralls!... Dear, forgive me if in it I have not yet found a deeper inspiration.... And that inspiration, to be there, must be first in you, my darling-born of a wider interest in your f
l, those who are kind, to me are Christ-like. Nothing else matters. But to be kind is to be first o
akened real love in many of those about you. For one thing your work has absorbed yo
"I have plenty of friends. Do you
do you car
silent, troubled g
erest in what he does because you are too honest to praise it. But, Louis, he's a lovable fellow-and he does the best that
ie-when I th
o the same for Harry Annan. He's a worse painter than Sam-but do you think he doesn't know
id, slowly. "I like people
at remains unanswered.... And many, many vex God with the desolation of their endless importunities and complaints whe
m around her,
angel," he s
l who has learned wh
you forget the
o need all the tenderness in me-some day, Louis-as I need all of yours.... We shall have much to learn-after the great change...