Finding Her: A Tale of Tragedy which leads to Love

hindered me from thinking, and it made me feel so so good. Now I saw why I was addicte

uising it so well until that bartender noticed. I did

lf slightly tipsy to face whatever

er bottle of liquor to my

ght? Yes

l was full, people were standing outside even. I did not expect this amount of people for something so emotional, honestly. I tried looking inside to

eem to get a proper view of what's going on in

get any

his person, I could tel

e?" I said, tap

u should have been punctual at ...." He swallowed his words and s

the

ront of me, someone I just had

better? I thought sar

ing here?". I wasn't able to think before

"Can you hea

y, so I can't think straight.

ion. Then dilated his eyes like he dis

eyes, "Tipsy

up, J

head in dis

n't you think?" He sa

e person in front of me wasn't so tall so I was able to see something at least. I was able to see the hall now, there were a lot of people, I still couldn't believe it. Another thing I notice

can't I

extreme

so con

nt of me ask someone beside her. I still kept looking.

picture?" I thought out lo

man in front of me asked, then

ay just g

st day. I'm pretty sure you c

rst day because I met Brian'

tanding in

ave stayed

ve managed

tended that I did

ve been bette

ter what occurred last night. I st

ldn't

reathin

ennifer,

ould tell from her ey

ense how patheti

t me with so much detestation. I nodded my

c was unbearable

ou know that. So, what can you say

aded. I looked at her again, but

ting since it began? You wanted to be alone right? You wanted to be by yourself becau

ple's attention. I looked down, I wanted

top. This isn't ne

anymore, I don't want to see you in any place that concerns him, I don't care what you think, I don't ca

looking at her mum, she

t for me, Anna

. Not here. People ar

gain, wishing the ground would swallow me one last time. I felt eyes staring, I felt people judging the situation. I didn't know what to do at that point but I wa

t here J

ed, as I walked away

*

I got to my car, I tried getting the car keys from my purse but I wasn't reaching it. I felt disoriented; I didn't know when I started sobbing uncontro

much for m

his anymore, I

elt useless, pathe

ecame. A loser;

ld have given myself a dirty slap. I felt a presence around me but I sincerely could ca

y. It was owned by the guy that sounded like Brian. I looked up at the bartender

looked the other way. He dropped the handk

ve met thrice now and something

hat are you doing here?" I ask

He responded with a smile. I felt the c

I'm sorry

. I said, covering my

e was pretty loud

shi

he should not have done that. S

she did, she had no right to say t

sagree. I deser

de me. I looked

ain. I could not grasp why he

He responded, looking at me with so m

his but here goes. I lost my fiancé

?" He

w his name? " I

tioned a lot last night

embar

was, but I had tarnished

" I asked, sinc

reed with him, I didn't want to know, that w

outside," I said. He looke

look shocked

tered lady knows

ed. I laugh

t your place. I'm also thankful that you took ca

scared so that is understandable. I s

ight. I'm a drunk

s a long

watched you drink last night and I could tell that you do that every day. Drinking is not going to bring him back, and it will not make you feel be

owards my direction, "You should

k awful". I picked up the handkerchief

ou need to rest". He concl

d towards me, "Thank yo

. He said an