Finding Her: A Tale of Tragedy which leads to Love

tions thrice. The first two were horrible but the one we had at the airport wa

s being honest, I wouldn't have done that for any

to me at the right time, he spoke to me exactly when I needed it, and I still wa

got up, finally located the key in my ha

better. I c

though it was my new mantra. I turne

come

before coming there. Ergo, it was normal to be pressed. I got down and began walking to t

was washing my hands when I heard one of the toilet d

roz

could tell that

didn't want to see Martha's face,

he walked towards the other lavator

ead m

ile and walked tow

loud and the hand d

went to the other hand dryer that w

he tension, th

er and saw that sh

did to you, yesterday

one with

oth know I deser

dn't have done that. It was t

words Anna. We both know it was about tim

hut the

e you trying to get me to s

u to admit tha

deeply and in

int of this con

ed. Anna

person wants to come back, you push the person away and I don't understand

anything and

ting that I lost someone too. I lost my big brother f

as though s

elf-cen

dmit it but you know you are. You know you pushed me a

nted to talk to yo

ach out to me when we had that big fight? Why didn't you reach out to me immediately a

e was right. This was my cue to apologize. This wa

me, extremely

ng to say again. You don't have any ot

o say. So I wanted to speak but

on't want to hear what you have to

art b

e dear to us Jenny, not just you, both of us did. You wanted to be on your own, you left me in the dar

reak down. I felt my eyes welling up so I looked

se this is the last time

s hit me l

. Her face was

l the very end. You caused this. Never forget t

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throughout the entire ride. Within 2 days, I heard hurtful words that could last me for a l

ything Anna told me was nothing but the truth but I could not seem to feel any remorse. The pain

out a glass cup and filled it with the alcohol. I looked at the cup recalling all that the bartender to

to us even till the very end. Yo

I had the chance to redeem m

h you Jenny? Why do you ke

I took a sip. I felt the adrenaline run through my body. It felt so so good. It felt like

ts this feeling.

hed. I filled the glass again and downed the entire content at once. I dropped the glass

and the bartender 's

'm a lo

way down. I let out a cough and took another gulp again.

verything seem hazy and unfocused. I smiled. In my opinion, it was better feeling this way t

ofa and closed my eyes una