UNNATURAL MONSTERS AND TROUBLED THOUGHTS

MO

he moments that

moments that led to my

death, but a de

e that kills a man, especia

ng I was an

re because it had

the playboys or careless

our r

dang

erfucker with

yone without a

condemn me, my

n my face wer

at they want

em, so of course I

ret anyt

you live wi

u face to face

be it's

would smash you

only love li

but honestly, I could care

e and i couldn't

a questio

ve to follow the

all you "Quee

like they

share yo

t pretend

't hate the

search for dist

our a monst

ive kind of monster that dev

urself, I acc

the trees o

irlwind of

m freedom we

eyes, the sex

ss that was

citement that you

meless que

he people

nk about su

en you

the days

the w

mind fe

elf approachi

all the

g you

ould make me

ind of tensio

s, this bore

is the reality

life of a monster

bitch i

eeling of

ever cared

the most de

it's d

eel like i l

the reality o

fe of a monster torn

death follow me everywher

sacrifice some peasan

for the nobles, taken the

et man and does everything

ut you m

reply to yo

up my desire or my

e me, then you h

ill me, then i

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i spend my days since we

e morning, i do

at quietly and i s

he fishes an

talking talkin

red of m

ct like pr

the bes

ng proper

ufficiently of t

enjoy toyi

th their a

a game

hey see influence,

t blam

prepared, trained and str

do I e

this greed tha

e I ha

I believ

s is the best l

mon

erish you, but t

cess without a br

r choice

r life cou

th you, what li

ould pr

uld b

iolent and ev

ou have nothin

the royal guard

would all be poin

is

is

is

questions I

the piano man t

ad

ut our love, our g

best time

ce said "All good thin

se man,

you don'

ur words when you

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heart, my s

ou were d

hat I would al

r you, des

y at the tho

is a rush

ne of it's

is

is

is

questions I

reveals a m

s out the demons

hat it d

like all the the little princes

houghts to be

t what I needed was a perfect

hope to be

t I wanted my marriage to brin

desire to be

hat I needed to please my co

a selfish, horny and erratic reb

follow t

care about

st time I saw you

of those

to run away and cha

you kill

er? Stupid

g to help u

him because h

is

is ma

is de

is what you

because yo

because you to

hrough my i

e me to

going to ta

ight about

who

ngs I'v

the nobles who have bribed,

the man of

ld scare me and love

u, but I had to see the reality of

l you to st

l you I don

't ha

you, but I do

ce define

orlds without

ength cannot c

ple your a

rang

r of our

r of the u

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palace would you

picture cl

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ELIVE

letter of the mo

vered his r

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iddle

of all

t the closest thing th

y born a princ

as born

iscarded a

ad ever bee

came a

ess my senses ar

eel everythi

ow I learn

was how I

ggar who became a delivery boy to t

brought the Queen her most powerfu

s a my

ga

ps a

es it's

st

aps

I believe that love

g be so beautifu

ng create so mu

begin? Then w

to lo

a useless story

tory I tell to harmless idiots on t

en in a peri

hidden i

the pleasure o

lled with mal

wildness and naked men surro

me, and while dropping some money in my

ng on me because she fainted ri

t the night bandit

es that would strike at an unexpected m

t bandits struck was an unconscious drunk g

ith a survival instinct, the easy option was to

d option, I tri

wasn't herself, so I put a hard slap on he

ew we could only escape death if mo

ck, and we were surrou

n was to figh

for money, never once did I fight killers, thi

ng a life is not an option, but this bandits we

gentle old woman with a br

iving and laughing

se who may or may not deserve it. That nigh

me, but she cared about the Queen who was abo

th bows and arrows killing all the ni

uired of them, but they could easily not hav

her luck a

ace with a smile on his face, wounds on his

was

serving my Queen, observing her words a

en she was approached by rich suitors with di

ew about it but no

eets, I used to believe my fellow ordinary men wh

he had a heart as deep as a well and in this w

ueen for a conversation. I was unluc

uards to let me see the Queen, so I climb

ained my curiosity at her s

told me

ndits surrounded us, it wasn'

someo

eminded me I lost consciousness

appeared she told me, a man dressed

e water from his jar to drink, then he took off

ngel, it wasn't the first tim

r a conversation she told me. She also to

he palace every once in a while to the annoy

efore she asked, and I was prepa

man everywhere disguised a

er to my Queen, and there are times when I feel

MO

heart after readin

uld strangle fifty men to quell

do is think about you

once met a spirit known as Pe

ould pull any man living in the s

s my f

her. I told her she

eeking a thrill not those who were seeki

ue between us she was th

the Queen until a certai

concept of love irritated her, and she could

opportunity to drug me by

she sucked my dick and mad

I did under the influence of the

dentity and I told her everyth

rmation of our relationship to the

ar between you and Penelo

I ever fucked who dra

ly my friend, if she truly care

r loyalty w

e only tool that got her a be

o the nobles she had a

rth more than wealth? May

I didn't hate her

nted to p

secret, I understood. Yet I had

think you were protecting

n't understand, our love is

e is fo

ing difficult

don'

me to be born, my birth led

child from a forb

o live a for

els to know that you

to know that no one, no

nd such pain, you hav

rtant to your family, important to s

stricken idiots, vagabonds and bastards li

burn in hell after c

ple like me, but I am

I foun

is a rare gem, it is some

or you to toss yo

l wrong to ha

n hope that you will accept the

die fighti

QU

ld, life doesn'

augh and forget abo

se and never think t

critical w

ns are

inactions ca

when I fell in

of falling in love with a brave warr

ieve that the p

were th

were afra

ou saved their liv

he difference between

found in the realization that reality was

he was

ed in yo

thing that kept you alive when you

tood your f

r force

y desires aside so easily, i ca

wrong to hav

you i fe

you i was never

leasure in protect

look down on me

it was easy for me t

am drowning i

n my life i am confident

n to take up my res

many people have died from my mistakes, and i can't

t that i used my authority to

for a bri

hat they were g

ers blame you for the deaths th

sister died trying t

the country, everyone believes she slept wi

friend, i have

been important to my family,

only those of us involved can underst

ay that there is only one person you

cts loyal desires a gift or a curse

in in losing t

ulty than you, but I have felt pain, an

ee you for the beautifu

ng a warrior to protect your cou

r worthy o

n an incredible journe

e to take me away, it would

ow you will follow your heart, perhaps we ca

no meeting po

ath is our

MO

ought that gave me energy to li

ome so

e the monster, it wasn't to

e suffering of our people, i put on

omeone people

ance, the bastard who belonge

ling citizens, rich men in our countr

nning of the end

when I took their souls to

y to save t

trafficking poor people and openi

hem, doing my best to stop them, days

a matter of time before my enemies kn

eir wrongs and they caught me, and if it weren

i rather have died t

your life as Queen for me, but i all

m being the monster perh

t of me that wanted

o end the

if they all they l

e suffer

d to be

elieve that the world will

s that life thinks faste

etter, I can't ex

ess does it r

lly be that our only choi

that a s

d on a sacrifial altar to sat

we try t

happiness outside our c

poison of society

believe deat

just as unce

ls who believe in life aft

ieve in fairytales beca

death to brin

ever been af

in this country

aused the poverty

iour became

just becam

their wealth and influen

't lose y

th and punishment th

ut the obstacles

truction that await

of greedy idiots with

ll only

ELIVE

es in his ability to defy a

wn the cheek of my Queen

a servant to understand my intention

s a servant to understand why I would

s a servant to understand why the del

be more deadly than

ill throw her king

ture everyone around him an

n possess to fall in lov

t unluc

specting, unr

rous and foolis

carved out of

of s

re does my Q

ions I ask

o happen if I

ching for a way to b

would have been through so

ry called him a monster

a monster becau

perfect, my plan wa

palace to see the Queen just

works in the palace garden of my pla

the meaning of that stat

reciate the essence o

wanted to say is "lovers will mak

they

believe love is

believe love is

the sun reminds

ed me after I delive

ned to bring death to my family i

to convince the palace m

the Queen had deemed th

or royal food to acc

ck I fed a meal m

to the

stables to distract any spy plante

the palace was shouting, an

ne sneaking, he was wa

ight to the Qu

ould be happ

but each day I could see h

tant issues of the country, but she lack

return her h

her to feel

was happy like she did the fi

guessing I wasn't just loyal

er make her hap

y boy and my life had

ould see me as more than a ser

ad the letters she wrote

be aware of everything

d their first night

m do it, peeping through the smal

ght him to her, she could pos

son she kept the po

was bold enough

di

her to di

ure, i only had m

n cloaks itself in

derstand such

monster to my Queen and I fou

l, and they both s

stared

I wasn't happy

ace they found in

s a part of me t

make me

about my plan l

d I was arrested as the master

to the sup

was t

chance to save myself

me to blame everyt

dn't rea

ut saving my name

king what could i h

without the Queen knowing

aged him to let go of his st

ther woman to fil

ound another woman whom

ied to forge

ried to forg

possibly

she had been

amed of the man her

sn't such an inca

be the missing bridge betw

sted in the hearts of men and women who lost their sense

o say love is

ings are jus

make

air we bear