UNNATURAL MONSTERS AND TROUBLED THOUGHTS
MO
he moments that
moments that led to my
death, but a de
e that kills a man, especia
ng I was an
re because it had
the playboys or careless
our r
dang
erfucker with
yone without a
condemn me, my
n my face wer
at they want
em, so of course I
ret anyt
you live wi
u face to face
be it's
would smash you
only love li
but honestly, I could care
e and i couldn't
a questio
ve to follow the
all you "Quee
like they
share yo
t pretend
't hate the
search for dist
our a monst
ive kind of monster that dev
urself, I acc
the trees o
irlwind of
m freedom we
eyes, the sex
ss that was
citement that you
meless que
he people
nk about su
en you
the days
the w
mind fe
elf approachi
all the
g you
ould make me
ind of tensio
s, this bore
is the reality
life of a monster
bitch i
eeling of
ever cared
the most de
it's d
eel like i l
the reality o
fe of a monster torn
death follow me everywher
sacrifice some peasan
for the nobles, taken the
et man and does everything
ut you m
reply to yo
up my desire or my
e me, then you h
ill me, then i
QU
i spend my days since we
e morning, i do
at quietly and i s
he fishes an
talking talkin
red of m
ct like pr
the bes
ng proper
ufficiently of t
enjoy toyi
th their a
a game
hey see influence,
t blam
prepared, trained and str
do I e
this greed tha
e I ha
I believ
s is the best l
mon
erish you, but t
cess without a br
r choice
r life cou
th you, what li
ould pr
uld b
iolent and ev
ou have nothin
the royal guard
would all be poin
is
is
is
questions I
the piano man t
ad
ut our love, our g
best time
ce said "All good thin
se man,
you don'
ur words when you
ood so bad, y
heart, my s
ou were d
hat I would al
r you, des
y at the tho
is a rush
ne of it's
is
is
is
questions I
reveals a m
s out the demons
hat it d
like all the the little princes
houghts to be
t what I needed was a perfect
hope to be
t I wanted my marriage to brin
desire to be
hat I needed to please my co
a selfish, horny and erratic reb
follow t
care about
st time I saw you
of those
to run away and cha
you kill
er? Stupid
g to help u
him because h
is
is ma
is de
is what you
because yo
because you to
hrough my i
e me to
going to ta
ight about
who
ngs I'v
the nobles who have bribed,
the man of
ld scare me and love
u, but I had to see the reality of
l you to st
l you I don
't ha
you, but I do
ce define
orlds without
ength cannot c
ple your a
rang
r of our
r of the u
abou
palace would you
picture cl
ough to stay
ELIVE
letter of the mo
vered his r
e deliv
iddle
of all
t the closest thing th
y born a princ
as born
iscarded a
ad ever bee
came a
ess my senses ar
eel everythi
ow I learn
was how I
ggar who became a delivery boy to t
brought the Queen her most powerfu
s a my
ga
ps a
es it's
st
aps
I believe that love
g be so beautifu
ng create so mu
begin? Then w
to lo
a useless story
tory I tell to harmless idiots on t
en in a peri
hidden i
the pleasure o
lled with mal
wildness and naked men surro
me, and while dropping some money in my
ng on me because she fainted ri
t the night bandit
es that would strike at an unexpected m
t bandits struck was an unconscious drunk g
ith a survival instinct, the easy option was to
d option, I tri
wasn't herself, so I put a hard slap on he
ew we could only escape death if mo
ck, and we were surrou
n was to figh
for money, never once did I fight killers, thi
ng a life is not an option, but this bandits we
gentle old woman with a br
iving and laughing
se who may or may not deserve it. That nigh
me, but she cared about the Queen who was abo
th bows and arrows killing all the ni
uired of them, but they could easily not hav
her luck a
ace with a smile on his face, wounds on his
was
serving my Queen, observing her words a
en she was approached by rich suitors with di
ew about it but no
eets, I used to believe my fellow ordinary men wh
he had a heart as deep as a well and in this w
ueen for a conversation. I was unluc
uards to let me see the Queen, so I climb
ained my curiosity at her s
told me
ndits surrounded us, it wasn'
someo
eminded me I lost consciousness
appeared she told me, a man dressed
e water from his jar to drink, then he took off
ngel, it wasn't the first tim
r a conversation she told me. She also to
he palace every once in a while to the annoy
efore she asked, and I was prepa
man everywhere disguised a
er to my Queen, and there are times when I feel
MO
heart after readin
uld strangle fifty men to quell
do is think about you
once met a spirit known as Pe
ould pull any man living in the s
s my f
her. I told her she
eeking a thrill not those who were seeki
ue between us she was th
the Queen until a certai
concept of love irritated her, and she could
opportunity to drug me by
she sucked my dick and mad
I did under the influence of the
dentity and I told her everyth
rmation of our relationship to the
ar between you and Penelo
I ever fucked who dra
ly my friend, if she truly care
r loyalty w
e only tool that got her a be
o the nobles she had a
rth more than wealth? May
I didn't hate her
nted to p
secret, I understood. Yet I had
think you were protecting
n't understand, our love is
e is fo
ing difficult
don'
me to be born, my birth led
child from a forb
o live a for
els to know that you
to know that no one, no
nd such pain, you hav
rtant to your family, important to s
stricken idiots, vagabonds and bastards li
burn in hell after c
ple like me, but I am
I foun
is a rare gem, it is some
or you to toss yo
l wrong to ha
n hope that you will accept the
die fighti
QU
ld, life doesn'
augh and forget abo
se and never think t
critical w
ns are
inactions ca
when I fell in
of falling in love with a brave warr
ieve that the p
were th
were afra
ou saved their liv
he difference between
found in the realization that reality was
he was
ed in yo
thing that kept you alive when you
tood your f
r force
y desires aside so easily, i ca
wrong to hav
you i fe
you i was never
leasure in protect
look down on me
it was easy for me t
am drowning i
n my life i am confident
n to take up my res
many people have died from my mistakes, and i can't
t that i used my authority to
for a bri
hat they were g
ers blame you for the deaths th
sister died trying t
the country, everyone believes she slept wi
friend, i have
been important to my family,
only those of us involved can underst
ay that there is only one person you
cts loyal desires a gift or a curse
in in losing t
ulty than you, but I have felt pain, an
ee you for the beautifu
ng a warrior to protect your cou
r worthy o
n an incredible journe
e to take me away, it would
ow you will follow your heart, perhaps we ca
no meeting po
ath is our
MO
ought that gave me energy to li
ome so
e the monster, it wasn't to
e suffering of our people, i put on
omeone people
ance, the bastard who belonge
ling citizens, rich men in our countr
nning of the end
when I took their souls to
y to save t
trafficking poor people and openi
hem, doing my best to stop them, days
a matter of time before my enemies kn
eir wrongs and they caught me, and if it weren
i rather have died t
your life as Queen for me, but i all
m being the monster perh
t of me that wanted
o end the
if they all they l
e suffer
d to be
elieve that the world will
s that life thinks faste
etter, I can't ex
ess does it r
lly be that our only choi
that a s
d on a sacrifial altar to sat
we try t
happiness outside our c
poison of society
believe deat
just as unce
ls who believe in life aft
ieve in fairytales beca
death to brin
ever been af
in this country
aused the poverty
iour became
just becam
their wealth and influen
't lose y
th and punishment th
ut the obstacles
truction that await
of greedy idiots with
ll only
ELIVE
es in his ability to defy a
wn the cheek of my Queen
a servant to understand my intention
s a servant to understand why I would
s a servant to understand why the del
be more deadly than
ill throw her king
ture everyone around him an
n possess to fall in lov
t unluc
specting, unr
rous and foolis
carved out of
of s
re does my Q
ions I ask
o happen if I
ching for a way to b
would have been through so
ry called him a monster
a monster becau
perfect, my plan wa
palace to see the Queen just
works in the palace garden of my pla
the meaning of that stat
reciate the essence o
wanted to say is "lovers will mak
they
believe love is
believe love is
the sun reminds
ed me after I delive
ned to bring death to my family i
to convince the palace m
the Queen had deemed th
or royal food to acc
ck I fed a meal m
to the
stables to distract any spy plante
the palace was shouting, an
ne sneaking, he was wa
ight to the Qu
ould be happ
but each day I could see h
tant issues of the country, but she lack
return her h
her to feel
was happy like she did the fi
guessing I wasn't just loyal
er make her hap
y boy and my life had
ould see me as more than a ser
ad the letters she wrote
be aware of everything
d their first night
m do it, peeping through the smal
ght him to her, she could pos
son she kept the po
was bold enough
di
her to di
ure, i only had m
n cloaks itself in
derstand such
monster to my Queen and I fou
l, and they both s
stared
I wasn't happy
ace they found in
s a part of me t
make me
about my plan l
d I was arrested as the master
to the sup
was t
chance to save myself
me to blame everyt
dn't rea
ut saving my name
king what could i h
without the Queen knowing
aged him to let go of his st
ther woman to fil
ound another woman whom
ied to forge
ried to forg
possibly
she had been
amed of the man her
sn't such an inca
be the missing bridge betw
sted in the hearts of men and women who lost their sense
o say love is
ings are jus
make
air we bear