Sincerely yours...

ery carefully. The very sad one that Joel sent to me. I

es were working

ole broke up with me jus

ow a size 5 and h

as I hissed with anger. He didn't even hav

ed moving my hands from my

r was I thin. I liked that my boobs were firm and small. I'd be doomed if

I would date so

should have seen that coming with the way he behav

I should have. I invested more

my eyes. 2 years just wasted like that. As if he didn't

." I said out as

e and louder. But with the current situations,

reak. I knew I wasn't going to be abl

I was beginning to hate him, I still loved

t I hated him, I knew that I

gets over their

h another man. Joel was the first man

rom my eyes. I didn't like to cry.

rt so bad that I felt so mu

loved him as mu

t exactly s

having to move in with your elder brother who is way older than you are and who is in another state isn't

brother but living with him..... I wo

't even let me date anyone. No guy in my school dared to

e. But the guys in my school still feared him. They feared him like he was an animal. Th

s tha

then Ian was no longer in sight to watch me and polic

ion and stay in my own place of course except now that Joel has broken u

for the time being, moving to Bos

I could finally move out. Joel had texted me that he wouldn't

I've ever wanted was to always be around Joel. To bre

whatever he did and

broke up because

a bit of teary eyes. I had lost the vibe and

e bed and began to

e said my p

ve. I didn't want to leave New York

e I'll

g myself love him as much

didn't want to pick. I didn't even care who was call

gged myself close to the phone at the edge of the bed. I wipe

to read. I didn't want her to know that

course, she knew me better to kn

n't exactly the best liar on planet Ea

ed Joel, I still can't and won't deny that his reason fo

out but wanted to take back th

or the heartbreak. Maybe

always wanted to go to that Detty

. My lips felt t

there. Hooking up with a new guy is the best p

idea. I wanted to scream at her and t

hought, what if