The Shield of Silence
ons from my doorsill and
rom the Big Road into the River Road and thanked God that th
ipped and wide-eyed, and her aristocratic
d her past three years lingered still
this road," the girl said, in order to co
l the same to me, ma'am. I know dese little ol
e same humps?" Jed was h
d indicated the sleeker of the two horses-"had the ginger, so to speak, ma'am, as Lincoln has
he edged toward Jed. After a few moments he felt her head against his shoul
eld his position while a reveren
lish and dim, and just then, across a foot bridge over the river, a hurr
nt Becky come back to add to trubble after
e bore; she paused, looked down, and then darted ahead right
ke and sat u
tter?" she aske
ured her, "but I don't take no chances with Lincoln's hin
to reach Ridge House and play h
light was in the living room where Angela sat alone waiting for Meredith Thornton. She had quite forgotten, in her growingly anxious hours, all about poor
, uninvited, and sat down with her burden, w
, and she saw the form of a sleeping new-born baby exposed to the heat and light of the fire. She trie
is. I don buried her at sun-up-an' I want it tole-if it ever is tole-that
promised an' she went rea
en despair in
father of
the strain, sounded trivial-but
ve a rou
ould wring that out of Zalie," she said. Then:
t the wheels on the road might end
nounce-this child; give it to me, now?
ed-an' it eased
alm and self-possessed at last. This w
she asked, lifti
rl. Give hi
d the child in the old quilt
sed to ask, but Becky, her eyes on that
don le
rom the room as if she were but a sha
Constance was alert at once. Every faculty of hers was trained to
It has been left here. Take it into the west wing and tell no
training she had received a divine quality. The baby stirred, stretched out its little limbs, and
, she felt, once more, secure. Sister Angela was never able to describe afterward the state of mind tha
of wheels. That se
arms-clinging, sob
e my child, Sister
a heard herself saying the words as if th
Doris
he will be
d Doris. Doris know
ords before? They went whirling throu
ve-le
er with Sister Constance repeating over and ove
rld's heart, a plaintive wail weighted with relinquishment and-acceptance
st wing," Constance said.
eep looking as she used to look in the old days before she had
asked of Sister Angel
dear h
, as Angela raised it-"Why, how
ty runs low and with the past horrors of the night still
home-leaving; the dread that the ship that was to bear her from the Philippines mig
e Ship-is waiting. Everything is all
nt close
pered and slipped her a
. It is the night that makes us afraid. The n
soft, smooth hair that was growing clammy; she felt the cold b
ot like bad dreams-tell Doris-what
p, beloved."
gave a short, hurting laugh. "Tell her-te
in the room. Her eyes took in the scene, the pretty face against Sister Angela's bosom; the sunli
too-l
in the qu
y and night! Her lette
som like a tangible thing. She cross
way. They seemed always to have been there; some people pass on the other side, but if one's path lies close, then one must go wi
y little horse, his loose black cloak floating like benignant wings b
see the flowers hide the scar, murmuring again and again: "In the hope of joyful resurrecti
"There are children there who never heard of God until I took some toys to them last Christmas. Then they though
old man
had not seen M
leaded. "I can think of it on
s so new and appalling a sen
ckening aversion that grew, instead of lessened, while the days dragged on. But always the helpless child represented nothing but
er of authority. Sitting alone with Doris before the fire in the living room the eve
said. "It cannot be that life has
es, her real and only claim to beauty. Dusky
y, for the older woman looked so frail and pure
o tell me things-things that she could not tell to God"-Angela u
t tell to God, Sister. Things that
rom touching the exquisite detachment of Sister Angela by the truth, and
ild should never
led. A flush touched Angela's white face-it
ss gave Doris hope that she might be saved t
y-by what is law-
rrents of wrong and shame that threatened to deluge all that she had gained by her life of renu
stand between past wrong and hope of future justice. "You must take this child, Doris,
can I-feeli
t to? Can you leav
the child, if I succeeded in loving it-he would bide his time and claim it.
in her chair. She lo
"It's the only chance for the salvation of M
ding her cold, clasped hands t
eard someone pressing against the window-I thoug
very sense was alert-she was reme
I wish I had consulted Father No
was touched by the quivering voice and str
and the wind swirling the d
. I have promised to find a home for it, but I c
vely, as if defending
grew deep a
e of the past few days the ordinary life of Ridge House had held n
d and the swish of the wind, told Becky's story. She told it as she might if Becky were list
ble to poor Becky's, and she saw with relie
nd the wise, when they touch the inscrutable they let go and turn to a higher power than their own. Meredith felt that her child's chance in life lay in a new and fresh sta
f the hills cannot last long. I wo
r voice shook when she spoke. He
he mountain chi
re shaking as if you had a chill. You
tayed her a
feet are set on a possible way! I am-I am push
es
old i
ild. It survived against grave dangers-it h
think it
es
grandmother will
certainly she cannot last much longer. She is a strange cr
self than to Angela. It was as if she were arguing, seeking to convince h
ggesting that do the harm. We may call it inheritance, but it may be that we evolv
She whispered as if she fe
do you
hild without the knowledge of its inheritance from the father. Suppose this
" Angela was defending, she knew not what, but
and lack of faith
es shone. Presently she stood up, her back to the fire, her glance on that far win
ght be taken before God, "I am going to take-both children.
rtled the women-their nerves wer
le!" gasp
hy
has claims
ly way. If, as you say, it is God's way that they reve
re-
arms as if pushing a
aring woman: I am a weak and fe
her--" Angel
--" Doris's
m the child." Angela hastened
I did not know whi
to point the way clearer,
of," she murmu
t the first he will agree to the proposal-what else can he do? The shock-remember, he does not even know th
o one after another of her rigid belief
but only after you have gone to the ch
e a physical support. With bowed head she passed from
ere heard in the hall. Doris stoo
two sleeping babies wearing the plain clothing that Ridge House kept in st
in that one palpitating word-
to you. We have all-forgot.
oth children
she whispered, "for my mother and gr
was given to her at that mome