Bruised Love

rummaging through my closet trying to make a decision on what I was going to wear to the date

g in that crazy notion called love,love doesn't exist,just like unicorns do not exist;plus the idea of getting dolled up

because some soothsayer at Sammy's meeting told her that if she helped someone find true love then she would also get a chan

e I had ordered earlier,I was sitting on the couch in front of my TV set watching a comedy show.I heard the door bell ring,I ignored it thinking I was hearing things beca

coming"I shouted and went t

who would interrupt me when I'm in the middle of goo

You should follow me to THE HSLF,there you will know what real fun

p of wackos call themselves"THE HSLF

everything thru stoo

l life I have left?Thanks but no t

y best friend?She asked pouring herself so

t for one of those your crazy activiti

ce,you didn't receive or

y phone must

ost amazing thing happened to me today,I couldn't wait to

isten for a best friend.Don't get me wrong now,I love Sammy and I'm always happy to have her tell me things but sometimes when it c

about it"I honestly did

a g

hanging out with those peop

s even way cooler than than this bottle

uessed again and Sammy shook her head

ad and tell me what this big interesting news of

thing like our usual meetings,I wasn't going to attend but Ma

Martin?

nt of the singles group in our meeting and he's an

short"please go

t was going to be and take my word for it it was the most amazing experience ever,and just when I thought it couldn't get any b

eing love maniacs,you guys also do voodo

e has a special gift

she used her powers to find herself a soul mate or whatever they call it,why waste her ti

thing that has happened to me before then,she then added"You have a friend who doesn't believe in love,you must not be like her,instead you sho

believe that this palm reader said all this to you,are you sure you weren't h

d even resell it!This lady has never met me before but she told me all

who you would be to believ

as real as my ass,do you want to h

t to hear,thanks for offer

ut everything and I decided you are the one I'm go

ew up the pizza I

that Is by helping you find true love;so I change you,find you true love and also find true for myself,it's e

ld have to get myself out of the picture because I do not and will never believe in love o

ike this?Sammy

t?Pa

ne God made for me,we had dated for eight years,eight fucking years and he jilted me on our wedding day but here I am still hoping that one day he would come back to me,to our son,you know fully well how damaged I had been but I

spoken to me in that way before,not even when I poisoned her dog because she was spending more time

to say,tears swallowed up any w

motions and I spoke without thinking,Daisy you know I didn't mean my w

here's love,but in the world of Dicey Hartley,there's no such thing as love,it simply doesn't exist and it never will,I only wish that you under

to do is help my best friend find the true love I believe she deserves but if you won't do this for yourself then do it for me;I want a husband,Jonas needs a father,I want to have a family, there may be guys out there who may want to marry me but I only want one person and that's Nicholas cos I believe he's the only one I will ever love and if what that lady said is true which I'm believing it is,there's no way I'm going to have my dreams co

consider being a motivational speak

'm being seriou

s do this"I sai

thank you,thank you"She

ther that convinced me,we could both grow old togeth

ed at school by both my peers and seniors.My sister Chloe cared less about what I was going through,she had been too busy "growing up" and doing all these

t that time and I just wanted to give up on life,I decided to jump off our school rooftop,fortunately Sammy came just in time to stop me,she had cried and pleaded until she convinced me to come down and when I did s

thin.How could I have had the heart to say no to the one person God gave to me not only as a best friend but as a sister as well. We had agreed that if by eight months she had still not succeeded in finding someone for me then she would give up

y for a while now,I decided to take

ch for answering"Sh

much for calling"I s

?She asked ign

ying to pick to pick out what I would wea

l the guy and tell him you will be a little late,I'm sending you the location and his contact immediately I drop this call and

went back to my closet.I quickly

ect outfit"I said to myse

hat right?Well,I have plans of my own,really big

t wait