You, Always

d, returning back to gulping it down. ”come ‘ere, Evie-bay bee he slurred, patting his thighs. “I missed ooo” he pouted his lips,

your daughter. No

own his can, beer sloshing out the opening from th

y. I didn’t answer him, scared how he would react to the news of her death again. “I sed Wherr da fuck Iz me wif

oud father who was portrayed in the numerous family photographs around the house. He was a different man

I was going to feel his wrath. My plan did not work. I glanced at the grandfather clock that positioned ove

grumbled, his ang

he began to stumble back to the sofa,

it was a jumble of incomprehensible, almost inaudible words, the only phrase I had managed to piece together, was along

p the peace.”adda gurl” he grinned, showing his yellowed, rotten teeth, his eyes widening in delight, whilst inside I felt dead, it felt like I was serving him his

ng the door in my wake, at least the creaking of its old hinges would alert

ownstairs, my brain started concentrating on how close he had been, how his body had been pressed to mine,

help, my brain and my body knew we weren’t truly related, no matter how hard I tried to disgust myself over these thoughts, noth

re than usual in here. Bundles in various sizes snd weights, all with with small post it’s with letters and numbers scrawled on. He had ran me through it briefly befo

ssumed he had a busy weekend of deliveries, which was helpful, considering we had a final reminder on the electric

nd twelve pre-rolled joints. I took two. I needed two. Also grabbing a lighter from the numerous disposable ones also

oing straight to my head, but I refused to admit either of them were right. I inhaled and exhaled, revell

e bath. Laying back until the warm water covered my body, rising up to my neck, only

ng my confusion, my sexual frustration that Carter invoked within me. My desire burning from deep within, I snubbed the dead en

to come, the thought of him inside me, making me feel how no one else, not even Lucie, had made me feel. Small gasps escaped me, but I felt safe in the silen

arter” I purred. It felt right, not forced or awkward, loving the way it sounded as it rolled off my tongue a second time, and then a th

ated, still horny. I had done very little to quench my appetite, with no Lucie to use as a plaything, I sup

swing open slightly, but it seemed to be wider that I had remembered. “Girl, you’re hig

towel from the rack. As I wrapped it around my body, I realised I had picked up the wrong sized towel. This one was barely covering my ass, only just wrappi

o useless, blaming my brother for not chipping in with the laundry, noticing for the first ti

sten it at one end without exposing the other. I heard footsteps along

reakiest floorboards are. By the sound of the dorks hinges creaking, it was Jack, he had come back from his night out. The soft click of the door being pulled closed, was my cue to fle

Is tha

ad been holding at the time, had escaped their grasps. Everything, including the towel. “Shit” I whispered as

as possible, keeping my back towards where I thought he would be stood. He

uickly rewrapped the towel as best as I could, before looking for the joint and the lighter. I

n my shoulder. It send shivers down my spine. I felt a brush of fabric around my arms, the strong stench of his cologne, mixed wit

come out ragged, giving my feelings away at his closeness. Once he had done the last button and stepped back I managed to readjust

in my tracks, “fuck, imagine he is Jack, imagine he is Jack” I kept repeating to myself trying not to allow my

horny as Hell. Out of all the people it could have been, he wasn’t the worst person it could

o force its way through the haze and fog o

seen me in

he had h

nd that was still pressed against his chest. The smooth, tight muscles underneath my fingertips

e towel around my midriff, now thst his shirt covered

e?” I snapped, failing at anothe

t him, my instinctive reaction was to flinch, he let go s

hissed, looking at him for a split second, his hea

he hallway, keeping a tight grip on the towel. “Forget. You. Saw. Anything” I added, making

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