You, Always

want?” The girl behind the bar asked, she was pretty, I guessed, with her bleach blonde hair, her boobs pushed up so high they were practically touching her chin. The

livating like Pavlov’s dogs. I smirked, at least he had forgotten temporarily about Keeley. “What you having?” He asked me, relu

. I could have done without being here, being in my own place, in the quiet, but I knew I wouldn’t have been trying to work out these thoughts,

I left. He shrugged, “unless I get lucky” he chuckled loudly. He was so fucked, I had lost count

igning my interest in them or flirting with girls I had no desire to fuck. No, my mind was set on one person. The one

sink, thinking about the time when I had started to feel differently towards her. I couldn

lashb

I had only been staying here a few days so far, waiting for all of my emancipation documents to be processed, waiting for the council to put me on the hous

re place, sll whilst still in full time education. Not once did he even offer to flick the vacuum around, whilst he spent the day at home, making mo

have plenty of clothes, you make sure you have enough money for that…” she sighed heavily, her voice getting closer as she neared the kitchen “bu

op up the clothes that had fallen out of the basket. “I can help with the laundry today, I’m not in college until later” My hands stumbled upon a pair of black lacy thongs, I felt my member twit

chalkboard as Jack got to his feet. snatched “I said I will fucking do it” he snapped as he stormed over t

s. “I’m off college all day today” he barked. But I was no longer paying him any attention, in

erwear had triggered. She is like your sister i tried to convince myself, tried to calm myself down. She walked ove

at shorter, her curvaceous buttocks snd wide hips made it that bit tighter. From behind her French knickers were almost completely on s

tered the room, from the garage, “you can’

moment I loved her confidence, I felt proud of her for feeling comfortable with herself. Not ev

he embraced them, she

I sure as hell don’t think Carter does either” he threw me a warning

rts…” she scowled, crossing her arms, then changing her mind as her action made the shirt rise higher up he

g towards her. “Because that’

in it” I thought, as I sprang to my feet, s

t him a warning look. “Kit, I have some joggers in my bag in

t you can have them back tomorrow” I smiled at her, nodding slowly. Something about her wearing my t-shirt,

my true desire was to undress her, run my hands along those silky smooth l

uncontrollable. “You will keep your hands off my sister” he glowered, pushing me aside, following after her. “If

r I never had” I told him. “I d

ed that he was not convinced, his jaw clenched, as he st

hose silky, slender legs of hers, that ampl

rmation, like that of a juvenile ca

loner girl into this

r that they will land me a one way ticket to Hell,

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time as possible, scared that I may act upon my urges, my desires for her. Recalling and repeating her phrase over and over again in my head, to re

possible. Sandalwood and Vanilla, my favourite cologne, was all that I would use when I was there, simply because of her comment “you smell good” that one time as I left for college. I would leave a jacket or

help her with her current chore. I wanted to do whatever i could to make her happy, to make her life easier. I knew I was beginning

t our decades old friendship first, before my feelings for her. Yet that didn’t stop me from laying there, in their spar

across as sexy; the way she bent over to put pizzas in the oven, or the way she pouted when she was conce

of movement, the swing in their momentum. Either way aroused me to the point of no retur

me. But then reality would hit, even if she did, she wouldn’t act on it, she wa

m in the spare room I was using. Proving to Jack that I was not thinking about Kit, in that way, when in reality I was constantly thinking about her when I was with them, imagining it was he

I was alone, my thoughts would would always return to that day, to seeing her in my T-s

sexual appetite with any other girl. My dreams, my sex

ep. No longer just lusting over her. I loved

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