Scarlett's Dilemma

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ng to grasp the fact of me really being outside. I was about to stand on

first place. I would have stayed home and faced all t

The children's mocking gaze at me was just the tip of an iceberg.

e angrily pulled me away in public. A lot of shame that even I couldn't recall. I trotted back home, tears not being able to st

n't bed of roses, but they should be in their early months or years.

ck everythi

ady Aaron had brought home. I heaved, clench

ger the moment my eyes caught her in his Pyja

She eyed me from the sole of my

ffron

the kitchen to unwind, practicing the anger

d scream with my han

acked her. I re

ng. There was something in a cup. My inquisitiveness drew me

prised?Was I

felt it crumble into pieces that it

p, it was a cup mother gifted

his was the height of it all Aaron could do, but I

ed, I'm sure he still loved me. He mayn'

y voiced from th

ore like in a whi

called me names." in a

at

et them in the living room. Bitc

mped into each other. He resisted even touching

e of her, y

with tears welled u

way from her." he pointe

her ." I turned to her as she was

I hope she's

t have the whole year to still see your disgus

ee a glimpse of empathy in there but none

nt. Thank goodness she didn't get to see the abomination her supposed son-in-law was comm

. I cared. Not when he never took me o

braced me in her arms, scooting down

k so. "His mi

signed the divorce p

as it may seem, mo

yourself up and get back on your

l this one. What shall I do

as a step closer to losing my mi

listen t

omething to make out of yourself. You deserv

." I o

tion. It's an order, get your th

d say could change her mind. I went upstairs and unpacked all of

mine when I held the door knob to leave. I co

n and ripped a page off a book in

, neither our love. Believe me when I say I replay every moment we spent together in my head. I need you to hear what I

ut, you know. Please, I'll be leaving for my mother's. I'l

u still,

ough to compose my words, but h

sh she knew I didn't want to leave...ever. I'd say it's her attitude. It's her attitude to