AFTER MY EX-WIFE
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ital waiting room. I paused before answering. My fingers, still numb
to reality. "I'm just leaving the hospital," I replied, my tone remote.
the hotel. Now." Her voice faltered. "Your husband is been stolen fr
e face, but I didn't respond. I co
s most exquisite five-star hotel, a place that seemed almost mystical to me-like something out of a storybook. Not me. Not us. The word "us" felt hollow now,
g a child. anticipating Alex 's child. I had hoped, genuinely thought, that this would be the turning moment after three hard years- three hard year
had held me for the first time in three years. Not out of cold need or obligation, but something more. Even though he had been far g
and was tired. We sat in the living room, and
wards. But that night, when he sat down with me, there was something different in h
he warmth I had always sought. His hands, were smooth and friendly, even sensitive, as he escort
e house before I even woke up; I looked around, but he was gone. Tha
l flowers that decorate it, the liveliness outside, the magnificent halls, the contrast between the richness of the environment and the barrenness of my
ere-one of the numerous jobs she took on after the Corona vir
ide in, and she was aware of my misery and the heartbreaking parts of my marriage. As I went closer, I could see the conc
s," she mumbled in apologies. "I think I saw him here twice,
rning question mark on
han she already had. "Her name is Alessia." She's the daughter of one of his k
r once or twice, always with a subtle air of respect, as if she ca
was the begar wandering through its hallways. My stomach churned with each step, the life inside me appearing so fragile and
es, lustrous dark hair, and a form that made her seem like she belonged in places like this. I saw him give her a quick kiss on the forehead. An expression of love in public, something he had never done
as more difficult, every step seemed heavier. A scorching infe
exist and too lost in her. I yelled, nearly breaking into a cry, "Alex ," lou
rt moment-guilt? remorse? However, i
one filled with curiosity, as though I were merely a small interruption. "She's no one," he explained. "She used to work for me." "That's all." The
nt. But before I could say anything, he stepped in closer and murmured quietly.
d, the only thing I could detect was how severe his reaction is. He was
ady shifted his sight from me, return
und and left the hotel. My once-dreamed ex