DIVORCE
int ticking of the clock on the wall seemed louder than ever in the empty space between us. We hadn't sp
my own thoughts. The smells of dinner filled the air, but they seemed distant, unimportant. My hands move
didn't turn around. I couldn't. The tension in the house had become palpable, almost suffocating. Every acti
etraying the tightness in my throat
as he hesitated in the doorway, the air thick with uncertainty. After
ke a sharp, discordant note. He didn't say anything, just stared at the empty pla
was a simple meal-nothing special-but the effort felt forced. Like the conv
s both. The weight of everything unsaid settled over the room. What could we even s
itted, my voice small, almost fragile. "I
so a deep sadness, one that reflected my own. He opened his mouth, as if to speak, bu
he murmured, his voice rough.
me out was a hollow laugh, bitter and sharp. It wasn't funny, not at all, but the absurdity of it all overwhelmed me. We
said softly, my eyes lowering to my plate
fraid to say. Saying them out loud didn't make it
ped the edge of the plate, the sound quiet but steady. I could see
you," he whispered, h
e if I truly did anymore. "But you did.
idn't try to defend himself, didn't offer another apology. I think
suffocating, like the space we were trying to share was shrinking with every passing second. It
he distance between us growing, widening, until it was too much to ignore. The dinner table had once been a plac
the weight of his gaze on me, but I couldn't bring myself to look at him. I couldn't face the man who had once been ev
lence. The words felt like a lifeline, something that could
almost reluctantl
other word, he stood
sper of wind outside-all of it seemed to mock me. I had spent so long trying to avoid the inevitable, trying to hold onto some
back and say he was sorry, or maybe for some miracle to fix every
maybe, it was ti