Love In Darkness
e anger I had felt earlier that day seemed so small now, a distant memory, completely insignificant compared to what I had just done. My mind couldn't grasp the reality
I might make everything worse. He had been so frustrating earlier, yes, but this was beyond anything I had
ead. I was alone with him, and I had no idea what to do. My stomach churned as I tried-desperately-to lift him, but he w
e the panic returned. He looked so fragile, so vulnerable, and I felt a wave of guilt so heavy it almost drowned me. He raise
'm fine. Plea
s. I wanted to believe him, but everything inside me screamed that he wasn't fine. He couldn't
acked, thick with emotion, as I tried to reassure him-and myself-that everyt
... it'll pass," he murmured, tryin
n I saw you lying there lifeless, I was s
letting him go, to sit in his house, alone, after what I had done-it fe
t me to worry. But I couldn't help it. I was terrified. I had hurt him. I had n
e, and his movements were slow, weak. My heart squeezed painfully in my chest, and I tried to hide how mu
nding me of how quickly things had gone wrong. How reckless I had been. The guilt was unbear
night, and with the darkness closing in, I found myself wanting to break the silence
you even doing out here?" My voice was harsh, more accusing than I meant it to be. B
ng away, and I couldn't help but feel rejected. He should've been angry with me, yelling
eeled him away. Each second felt like an eternity, the weight of what I had done pressing down harder with every breath. I kept pacing, my mind spiraling with guilt, wondering if I had caused more damage tha
n't help calm my nerves. I bombarded him with questions, m
's going to be okay," I stammer
e me. "He's stable, but we need to
n't shake the feeling that this was just the beginning. I
leave against medical advice, my heart stopped.
his voice was sharp. "There'
I couldn't let him go. Not aft
o argue, to push, but I saw the determination in his eyes. H
voice small. "But at lea
tightly, I thought my fingers might cramp. Every glance at Amer, pale and broken beside me, made my stomach twist with regret. What had I done? I had wanted to punish him, to get some so
asking me all these questions? If you're going to keep
Okay, I'll stop," I murmured, s
t after everything. I had hurt him, physically, emotional
ase in my chest. As I parked the car, I couldn't shake the feeling that I had made the wrong choice coming here, but what els
ing to make conversation, tho
ely, and I could feel th
iblings?" The words escaped before I could sto
snapped, and I swallowe
ng the moment the words left my mouth. But I couldn't stop
you for hitting me with your car
. Please forgive me; it was an accident," I choked out, my voice trembling. I was desp
ht of my tears somehow made it worse. "It
ition-" I began,
can take ca
ere, and yet I couldn't bring myself to leave. I wanted to do more, help him more, but he didn
exhaustion and panic. My mother wasn't home, and the house felt strangely empty. I knocked on
to let me rest. I had to face what I had done. The acci
ce only added to the pressure building in my chest. He asked questions, offering solutions, but nothing felt like
e, pale and hurt. I couldn't stop thinking about what I had done, and the guilt pressed down harder. I didn't