Forbidden Feelings
But Ryan was different inâa way that mattered. Perhaps it was his disarming smile orâhis penetrating blue eyes. Sh
went on the more uncomfortable she became. She felt that she ought to be objective, to preserve herâ
ing herself ridiculous. But sheâwas a professional, after
feeling that she might have crossed the line in some way or needlessly brought the whole methodâdown. She had alwaysâconside
. She read more about his past, about the struggles
tracted to him. She admired his strength andâresilien
derstand that thereâwere aspects of Ryan that were still
old friend. And NOTâAlex, a friend who had become a longsta
e. There was something about the way Ryan said itâ
said, attempting
iendâI knew a long time ago," he finally said.
there was more to the story. But Ryan di
more and more about Alex. Whoâthis perso
sitting in her office. She took out her phon
n with aâtroubled past, the son of a war
had Ryan's relationship with Alex progressed
ead what she have read since she sat inâher offi
n she spotted Ryan walkingâdown the street. He wa
offee shop a blockâaway. Emma paused for only
und herself striding intoâthe coffee shop,
yan with the woman seatedâat a c
irlfriend, her heart sank. She had felt a twinge
gled. The dynamic between Ryan and his girl was smac
knowing she had crossed aâline. Her personal feelings had
proper setting for a sentence that gets manyâof
e coffee shop. Could she keep it business with Ryan,
gs. She was very conflicted about her feelings towar
e of her thoughts when an unfamiliar knoc
r. Lee asked, upon seeingâthe
any of that out loud. "I'm not doing well with aâpatient," she confess
aid. "But you have to remember you areâa professional, Emm
wasâright. "I know," she said. "It's jus
you have to keep a business relationship, Emma
at she had to rein in her feelings, br
was nervous about meeting him again, but sheâh
th measured professionalism. She was going to keep h
nor,âfor his eyes practically bored right thr
her face. "Yes, fine, everythingâis f
ress. Emma was firm that the session had to be about what Ry
sigh of relief. She had kept it professio
to her with an inquisitive expression.
little trepidatious. "Wha
t know if I'm paranoid, butâI feel like something'
panic stricken. But she quickly composed
aid. "I'm the same person I alwaysâwas. J
und convinced. But Emmaâfel