A Red Wallflower
He thought little of anybody; he was not at a sentimental age, nor at all of a sentimental disposition, and he had enough else to occupy him. It was not till he had put the college
ds for months of neglect. Her delicate, tender, faithful image seemed to stand before him;-forgetfulness would never be charged upon Esther, nor carelessness of anything she ought to care for;-of that he was sure. He was quite ashamed of himself, that he had sent her never a little token of remembrance in all this time. He recalled the girl's eagerness in study, her delight in learning, her modest, well-bred manner; her evident though unconscious loving devotion to himself, a
was waiting. The mother and father were sitting at the two sides of the fireplace, busy with keeping up the fire to an unmaintainable standard of brilliancy, and looking at the clock; now and then exchanging a remark about the weather, the way, the distance, an
y, how lat
, mother; j
cold ride,
rder; smooth as a plank floor; came along s
t, till you ge
eens, never fear; an
ere the supper table stood ready, and all eyes could me
said Mrs. Dallas,
ldn't I l
' suggested
young man, drawing a chair comfortably in front of the fire; while Mrs. Dallas rang for supper and gave orders, and then sat down to gaze
l right,
father contentedly. '
s,
of ever
e young man, a litt
rubbing his hands; 'I thought I
d the mother, with a careful eye of exa
e to her. 'I tell you I never
t, do you
what,
and the people?-the stud
prehensive question! You expect
do you like
something of a variety of material, don't you see? The people are all
one into so
Had something
ontentedly. 'When a man has the money you'll ha
rts,' sa
sor
iety, I should say, that ma
e's nothing but money that will buy bread and butter; and they all want bread and bu
it; but what has that
the other, with an unctu
Dallas. 'Now, Pitt, turn your chair round,-here's
or the spirits of them all were in a very gay and Christmas mood. So it was with a good deal of surpr
are not g
r, for a li
an you b
Colonel Gainsborough'
gh! You don't want
e without it; but there's somebody else there tha
d can wait till morning, surely; and I want
me again,' said Pitt, laughing. 'I am just going to st
e door closed behind him. Mrs. Dallas went back
her husband look up, 'there is no help for
at
o see that child. Off like the No
e never could be held.
re
see what h
N
to see th
and another to-mor
I tell you th
er of
you would
ngerously in love with children. A
a very remarkable-looking girl, I can tell you. And you must not forg
' said Mr. Dallas, strokin
. Men with heads are just as much fools, in
r child in England, if we
chwoman,' said Mrs. Dallas, with her h
e cold and darkness, the quarter of a mile to Colonel Gainsborough's house. There
ss Est
rker doubtfully, but she di
e her for
ut I suppose you can co
las, ai
beginning at once to throw off his greatcoat. 'In t
' year, sir, I make bold to imagine. He has a headache bad, that he h
ertain vague expectation of the delight his appearance would give, and was a
ing; but it was sober, steady business, not the absorption of happy interest or excitement. She looked up carelessly as the door opened, then half incredulously as she saw the entering figure, then she shut her book and rose to meet him. But then she did not show the lively pleasure
n Esther?' he said,
eserve and doubt in her manner; and the great grave eyes were lifted to his face
not glad
aid, with an
t glad to see me?' h
of course,' she said.
hing, but wholly determined not to be kept at a distance in this manner
t you
hat you didn't care a pin about.
ht the shimmer of something like moisture in the eyes, which
e said kindly. 'Take a
ee there is some talk
ir, and himself drew up another near. 'Now wha
I thought-perhaps-y
e you thi
he said, hesitating; 'y
did he
y I would never s
; welled up, and filled the eyes, and roll
to write to you? Had tha
word,' Esther confessed, with some hesitation and difficulty. Pitt was more touch
three things I want you to take note of. The fir
, considering him and t
are deceptive.
th
freque
ne to judg
, by your knowledge of
m, and a warmer shi
y to see much more of you-ever'-(Esther got the words out with some difficulty, without, however, b
much more of me?' Pitt
ld be go
ing back
to Englan
said
I think Mrs. Da
: 'I told you, in the first place, you are not to judge by appe
ch wistfulness in it; so much desire revealed to find him what she ha
think I am changeable; but anyhow, I haven't changed towards you. I have but just got home this evenin
: she was ple
expect you'll see an immense deal of me. I may go some time to England; about that I can't tell; but if I go, I shall come back again, supposing
er confidingly; 'for you know I ha
urd notion in your he
You look
is a S
nail in two, and smile as if it
there were an
won't do for you to
trying anythi
you trying
r hes
you; and so-I thought I had
ou suc
But-I suppose I
do you think in tha
'that is different. I th
us understand this matter. I do care, and I am going
enjoyments, careless and satisfied,-and this little girl alone at home with her cranky father, and no variety or change or outlook or help, struck him painfully. It would hardly have struck most young men; but Pitt, with all his r
you got there?'
Oh, the
ething beyond your com
r. 'What made yo
the thing for children
Reading about
er. I wasn't reading
e you aft
her slowly; 'and she used to say it w
o you want comfo
id, with a smile. 'I a
?' said he, taking her hand, and hol
to bed, and I was alone-and
me to-morrow after
lush of delight coming into eyes and cheek
t unless you came. And then yo
t ro
w, what have you been doin
ar all that Pitt would tell her about his life and doings at college; and, nothing loath, Pitt gave it her. It interested him to watch the play of thought and inter
to study hard
One must study hard
be distinguish
hink? Do you c
e,' said Es
not anxiou
Papa said you would be sur
much obliged to Col
at
his good
help his opinio
People sometimes hold opinions they have no business to hold, a
shades of sympathy, and a slight colour of interest and pleasure had risen in the cheeks. If Pitt had vanity to gratify, it was gratified; but he had something better, he had a genuine kindness and liking for the little gi
er, it's y
what?' a
to bed,' said Esther,
rk
t woman say what you ar
some in
ikes me not to be up l
ith it? I think she want
me and attends to me
th
l is not here t
if I didn't go at the
tt
t. 'But this is what I call a very summary proceeding. Queen Esther, does your
ou. Good-night, Pitt. Yes