The Photoplay / A Psychological Study
up the sky for weeks. The muddy roads hinder us from taking walks; th
utility of my attempts to avert approaching beggary. For my own good they wish for my departure, since such a lonely life is not good for a man; moreover, they believe that I need a doctor. In vain I wait for the necessary money to be sent from Sweden, and prepare to depart, even though I have to tramp the high roads. "I have become like a pelican of the wilderness, and
l death that wo
d-day meal. Altogether worn-out after a sleepless night and new confl
of sunlight," I answer, pointing to my little Christina who sits opposite to me. At this moment the clouds, which have been massed tog
sfavour like me. The Eternal does not interfere in the little affairs of earth-worms. And yet this ray of light abides in my heart like a happy smile on a discontented face. During the couple of minutes which I take in walking to my little house, the clouds have formed themselves
n its pride to be possessed of some special desert. To speak freely, I felt myself almost on a level with the Lord, as an integral part of His personality, an emanation of His being, an organ of His organism. He needed me in order to reveal Himself; otherwise he would have sent a thunderbolt and struck me dead upon the spot. But whence springs this monstrous arrogance in a mortal? Must I trace my origin to the primeval Titans who revolted against a despot who delighted in rul
megalomania, and feel so insignificant, that the incident
Lord to speak more plainly that I may understand Him. My eyes immediately fall upon this verse in Job: "Wilt thou disannul my jud
ken! O Eternal! What demandest Thou
ans
has humbled Himself to speak to His servant. But
casts a searching look at me sideways, as though she wished to ascertain what sort o
under in November." She at any r