Athalie
d of that oversight by the bank. He hunted about, casually, for stray fun
ed further and sordidly searching explanations concerning the expenditure o
violent inclinations toward reticence, non-communication, and finally secrecy; in fact he declined to proceed any further or to
ave been throwing away your income on that Gree
N
"If that's the case-why in the name of common sense do you spend so mu
er better than any other girl. She is really wonderful, father.
lieve
ve-"absolutely unself
it certainly seems to pay
very difficult for me to make her accept anything-even when she was in actual need. Our friendship is n
ver met any like her, but I've read about them in sentimental fiction. No doubt there's a basis for such popular heroine
hav
awaits you. In more modern metaphor; it's the same film every hour, every day, the same orchestrion, the same
id Clive,
tleman-rather exorbitantly. That's the way a gentleman always pays. So now suppose you return to your own sort and coyly reappear amid certain circl
been, always, a very tolera
's face gr
do any good. The longer I stay away from her, the more anx
love with her,
. No, I can't be. I'm ver
d you do i
ut
ld you do
n't k
ry h
nt, his mind crowded with the component parts of that vague sum-total
l. Also the mere idea of the storm such a proceeding would raise in the world he inhabited,
ha
e repeated, gazing rath
is father, curtly. "But I take yo
on, ashamed for himself, ashamed for Athalie, resenting even the exaggerated and grotesque possi
ssibly been pushed too far. Clive became restless
nversation having, somehow, chilled his desire to see her and
to Athalie. Which idea mortified him, and he resolved to remain away from her until he recovered his self-respect-which would
did he feel after the way his father had handled and bruised the delicat
weetness, the innocence, the candour of this blameless friendship had been marred.
fatigued at night. This lasted for a week or two-long enough to excite all real estate men with a hope for future pro
s went to the wall; and a seat was sold for $25,000 on the Exchange. Business resumed its normal and unexaggerated cou
released from college; the others were of the fashionable and semi-fashionable sort, tedious, monotonous, full of the
ambitious men, men gluttonously or alcoholically predisposed haunted these clubs. To one of them repaired those who wer
sport. Here dissipation, futile, aimless, meaningless, was on its native heath. Here, on his own stamping ground, prowled the youthful s
Clive encountered Cecil
ere often, do you
aid he
oing. Will you have a high one, Clive? In de
t to degrade himself for
honour done h
said: "I can't sit up all night, Cecil
k a
Clive encountered Cecil R
amusement. What
cked with Bacchus. At such psychological moments, too, he became indiscreet. And now he proposed t
hat I'll do. I'll give a Byzanti
shu
ne little g
ur to send out
er name is
y u
ne Green
ha
. She's a peach. Appropriately crowned with
she's all right, don't you?
that
he's a charming girl. All of them are
e of 'em's Catharine Greensleeve.
so stop talking about it
t worry, just because you
t home feeling vaguely irritated and even less inclined than ever to see
comfortable sense of home-coming, of conventionalism, of a pleasant social security, appealed to him after several months' irresponsible straying from familiar paths. And he began to go about the sheep-walks and enjoy it, slip
en. Always she answered hi
end of Apr
r At
ou; business-in a measure,-social duties; and, to tell the t
o infer everything delightful in the girl who has become my friend.
being with his
avoid unpleasant discussions I haven't gone to see you. But I am go
oung people cannot enjoy an absolutely hon
do everything you wish? Did the cat prove a good one? I sent
ease! What is it you need; what is it you would
business hours. Have you seen any shows? I sup
l estate became greatly excited. But it all simmered down again to the usual routine. So I've been going
ays
iley,
put on my hat and coat and go to see you. But I can't. There's a di
li
me by return
r Cl
r mother feels that way about me, what are w
nd. I know that I never had an unworthy thought concerning you. And I feel confident
t be sensitive and take offence, Clive, if I admit to you that I
your own sake-for the pleasure you
That was enough-more than enough
ever lived; I was self-reliant, self-supporting, and-forgive and
very little; but I am yo
ery ungenerous after all you have do
h to me, whether rightly or wrongly, I don't know. I am a novice at confession, but I feel that, if I am to make a clean brea
further doubts and misgivings. They are these: my sisters do not understand yo
y cannot see any reason for your generosity to me
y in matters regarding the common welfare and the common policy. But this is nearly gone. They point out with pe
ut they can't understand why you are any better, any finer, any more ad
to them what sort of man you are.
Reeve. But what I say only makes my sister sullen. She knows he is a friend of yours.... And, Clive, I am rather
ow who they are, for she won't tell me. But after the th
ore item in my confe
rces that my being seen with you so frequently is c
r. Besides I care enough about our companionship to continue it, whatever untruths are said or thought about me. But ho
old you all. Now, could you tell
osity-if it is indeed to be a case for self-sacrifice. Let me do that by giving you up. I
eing frank with me. Your
t go to you-as though when I mail it I am snapping
me-thrilling, delightful, exhilarating-as though inspiring me to some blind effort or other. Isn't it ridiculous?-as though I had it in me to do anything or be anybody! I'm merely telling you how all that exquis
nd another man. We went to see 'Once Upon a Time' at the Half-Moo
sked me to see 'Under the Sun' at the Zig-Zag Theatre. It was a tires
na with him and to other places where you and I have been so often together...Also I felt a little depressed. Everything always reminded me of you
ful to almost anybody who wil
ngrateful little beast, am I not, to lay the blame on you! But it is dull, Clive, after working all day to si
and his eyes are the bluest blue and his long, winter fur the snowiest white, and his ruff is wonderful and his
ugh this letter so far you won't mind readin
e Green
use he dared not break a dinner engagement or fail to appear with his mother at the opera. In fact he was already
though she had done him a personal injustice, yet he knew that it was absurd for him to resent anything of that sort. His monopoly of
long. Certainly Athalie was inevitably destined to meet other men, be admired, admire in her turn, accept invitations. She was unusually bea
ndships between men of his own caste, and
elf that what Athalie was doing was perfectly natural. But it didn't ma
own way out of it. She had heard that the Greensleeve girl was raising hob with Cecil Reeve and Francis Hargrave. They were other people's sons, however. And it migh
rable for Clive his mother thought-one Wini
nd, at dances, had even wandered about to look for her, and had
ty for little Miss Stuart and two dozen other y
. For as Clive in company with the others sauntered into the splendid reception ro
tual. Athalie's dark eyes widened and a little col
g to do, but as she advanced he st
lad to see you
live. Are
d y
s a moment's pause while the two
account for Captain Dane, who presently took her off somewhe
Winifred Stuart or to anybody else. Nor could he seem to see anybody very distinctly, for the mental phantoms of Athalie and Ca
n various automobiles, and Clive was finally
to her son, "was not exactly the thing
as her maid relieved her o
.. That girl you spoke to was t
alie Gree
as the
-a Captain Da
civil bo
m to know how much is due her from me. She's never
e a fool
such advice! I am a fool. And I don'
using in him any genuine emotion,
oy," she said. "There is noth
d his neck, his encircling a slender, pliant waist that a girl o
Clive," she smiled. "We can tal
ink I'll
o the dressing-room. Mrs. Bailey lingered, intuition and experie
fidgeting abo
ly what did you
ned unaltered: "Do you m
thalie Gr
y in a rather
mmo
think she
oyish astonishment. "What
it any woman of yo
a civil b
tic and poetic in the boy, and he spoke
er hands, her feet are delicate and very exquisitely formed; in her bearing there is an unconscious an
smayed, maintained, however, her plac
he difference is as subtle as intuition and as wide as the ocean. And, dear, no young
you to instruc
nce between the imitation and the real, com
from his mother and b
e dressing-room: "If you will find a chair and l
d to her: "I think I'll
night,
room adjoining came his father's h
rary where only a dim night-light was burning. He still wore his
dim library, head bent, st
of the butler's pantry. The service telephone was there. He unhook
he distant vo
you, At
.. Oh,
u recognis
mmedia
id you
. I still have on
e an agreeab
es
you t
N
nd and see you f
es
t," he sa