I woke up in a silk-sheeted penthouse, the lingering warmth of my husband's body still on the bed. But by the time the sun hit the floor-to-ceiling windows, Chadwick Dyer had already transitioned from the passionate lover of the night before into a cold corporate executioner. He didn't say "good morning." He placed a blue folder from his family's elite legal counsel on the nightstand and told me his childhood sweetheart, Ansley, was back in town. Our three-year marriage was being terminated as a "strategic move" to ensure the stability of his family's multi-billion dollar trust. He shoved a settlement check for millions into my bag, sneering that it was enough for me to live "happily ever after" with the man named Jay I supposedly called for in my sleep. I walked out with nothing but my old suitcase, returning to my hidden life as a master art conservator, only to be blackmailed back into his world forty-eight hours later. His grandfather threatened to ruin my career and my mother's home unless I played the devoted wife for the cameras while Ansley staged a fake suicide attempt to reel Chadwick back in. Standing in a VIP hospital wing, I realized the sickening truth: I was never the lead in my own marriage. I was just the understudy, a working-class girl picked because I was a dead ringer for the blonde socialite he truly desired. I was a placeholder for a ghost, a cheap replica used to fill a void until the "real" version returned. "You can have him," I told her, finally seeing through the high-society rot. "He's hollow anyway." I walked away from the hospital and the Dyer legacy, ready to disappear for good. But as I sat in a taxi, a notification on my phone stopped my heart. The man I thought had drowned three years ago-the Jay who haunted my dreams and the only man I ever truly loved-wasn't a ghost at the bottom of the Atlantic. He was the heir to a rival empire, he was back in New York, and he was the only one powerful enough to burn the Dyer family to the ground.
The morning sun sliced through the floor-to-ceiling windows of the penthouse, casting long, geometric shadows across the room. It was a cold light, the kind that illuminated dust motes dancing in the air but offered no warmth. Johnna woke to the sensation of silk against her skin, the expensive sheets cool and slippery. She reached out instinctively, her fingers seeking the solid warmth that had been there only hours before.
Her hand brushed against the linen, finding a faint, lingering heat.
She pulled her hand back, curling it into a fist against her chest. The space beside her was empty, but the indentation of his head on the pillow was still visible, a cruel reminder that he had been there, physically present but emotionally miles away.
Johnna sat up, pulling the sheet tight around her body. Memories of the previous night washed over her-the desperate way his hands had gripped her waist, the heavy rhythm of his breathing against her neck, the way he had whispered her name like a prayer or a curse. It had felt different. Urgent. Almost violent in its intensity. She felt a flush rise to her cheeks, a foolish hope blooming in her chest that perhaps, finally, the walls were coming down.
The sound of water running in the bathroom cut off abruptly.
A moment later, the door opened. Chadwick walked out, a towel slung low around his hips. Water droplets clung to the defined muscles of his chest and abdomen, trailing down in slow, mesmerizing paths. He didn't look at the bed. He didn't look at her. He walked straight to the walk-in closet, his movements precise and mechanical.
Johnna watched him, her heart thudding a slow, heavy rhythm against her ribs. She cleared her throat, the sound small in the cavernous room.
"Chadwick?"
He didn't turn. He dropped the towel and pulled on a pair of charcoal suit trousers, the fabric settling perfectly over his long legs. He reached for a white dress shirt, sliding his arms into the sleeves.
"Coffee is ready in the kitchen if you want it," he said. His voice was flat, stripped of the gravelly passion that had filled the dark hours of the night.
"About last night," Johnna started, swinging her legs over the side of the bed. She needed him to acknowledge it. She needed to know she wasn't the only one who felt the shift.
Chadwick stiffened. He buttoned his cuffs, his eyes fixed on his own reflection in the full-length mirror. He adjusted the silver links with unnecessary care, twisting them until they caught the light. In the reflection, his eyes met hers for a fraction of a second, then darted away.
"Get dressed, Johnna. We need to talk."
He turned around, fully armored in his bespoke suit. He walked to the bedside table where a leather briefcase sat. He clicked it open, the sound sharp like a gunshot in the quiet room. He pulled out a blue folder and placed it on the nightstand.
The embossed logo of Skadden, Arps, Slate, Meagher & Flom-the Dyer Group's external legal counsel-glinted ominously under the sunlight.
Johnna felt the blood drain from her face. Her stomach dropped, a physical sensation of falling while sitting perfectly still. She knew that logo. She knew what it meant. The hope that had bloomed moments ago withered instantly, turning into a dry, choking dust in her throat.
"What is this?" she asked, though she didn't need to.
Chadwick stood by the bed, looking at a point somewhere above her head. "My father and the trust administrators have been reviewing the quarterly projections. The merger with the Heath Group is contingent on... stability."
"Stability," Johnna repeated. The word tasted like ash.
"Ansley landed at JFK yesterday," Chadwick said. He said it quickly, like ripping off a bandage.
Johnna's fingers gripped the silk sheet so hard her knuckles turned white. Ansley. The name was a phantom that had haunted every corner of this marriage. The girl from the 'right' side of the tracks vs. the girl from the boroughs. The mistake vs. the destiny.
"She's back," Johnna whispered.
"She's going through a difficult time," Chadwick said, his voice taking on a defensive edge. "The family believes-I believe-that it is time we formalized the separation. The prenuptial agreement covers everything. You'll be taken care of."
Johnna looked at him. Really looked at him. This was the man who, six hours ago, had buried his face in her hair and held her as if she were the only anchor in a storm. Now, he was discussing the end of their marriage as if it were a corporate acquisition.
"Separation," she said. "You mean divorce."
"It's a strategic move for the trust," he said, still not meeting her eyes. "Ansley... her family expects certain protocols."
He was doing it. He was discarding her. The realization didn't come with hysteria, but with a terrifying, icy calm. She felt a strange detachment, as if she were floating near the ceiling, watching this pathetic scene play out.
"When?" she asked.
Chadwick blinked, finally looking down at her. He seemed surprised by her lack of tears. Perhaps he had prepared for a scene. Perhaps he had wanted her to beg, to validate his guilt.
"As soon as possible," he said. "It would be best if you were gone before the weekend. To avoid... confusion."
Confusion. He didn't want his childhood sweetheart to see his working-class wife.
Johnna nodded slowly. She reached out and picked up the blue folder. It was heavy. Heavier than it looked.
"Okay," she said.
Chadwick frowned slightly. "Okay?"
"I'll pack," she said.
He checked his watch, a reflex to hide his discomfort. "I have a meeting at the tower. I'll be back this evening."
He turned and walked toward the door. His footsteps were muffled by the thick carpet. He paused at the threshold, his hand on the handle. For a second, his back tensioned, the line of his shoulders rigid. Johnna held her breath, waiting. Maybe he would turn around. Maybe he would say he was sorry.
The door clicked shut.
The silence rushed back in, deafening and absolute. Johnna sat there for a long time, the blue folder on her lap. She didn't open it. She didn't need to read the terms to know she had lost. She let out a breath she didn't know she was holding, and with it, the first tear escaped, tracking a hot, wet line down her cold cheek.
Chapter 1 1
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Chapter 2 2
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Chapter 3 3
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Chapter 4 4
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Chapter 5 5
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Chapter 6 6
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Chapter 7 7
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Chapter 8 8
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Chapter 9 9
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Chapter 10 10
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Chapter 11 11
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Chapter 12 12
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Chapter 13 13
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Chapter 14 14
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Chapter 15 15
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Chapter 16 16
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Chapter 17 17
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Chapter 18 18
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Chapter 19 19
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Chapter 20 20
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Chapter 21 21
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Chapter 22 22
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Chapter 23 23
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Chapter 24 24
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Chapter 25 25
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Chapter 26 26
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Chapter 27 27
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Chapter 28 28
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Chapter 29 29
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Chapter 30 30
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Chapter 31 31
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Chapter 32 32
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Chapter 33 33
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Chapter 34 34
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Chapter 35 35
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Chapter 36 36
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Chapter 37 37
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Chapter 38 38
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Chapter 39 39
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Chapter 40 40
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