I was Ethan Dejesus's "glorified roommate" for eight long years. Even though I was a successful doctor, I lived in the guest room of his luxury penthouse and spent my mornings making his coffee like a servant while waiting for a ring that was never coming. The breaking point came when Ethan forced me to give his mistress, Delisa, a medical exam in the VIP wing of my own hospital. He didn't just want to break my heart; he wanted to destroy my professional dignity in front of the woman he was cheating with. During a paparazzi swarm at his estate, a heavy camera lens hit me in the temple, leaving me bleeding on the floor. Ethan didn't even flinch. He stepped over my body to protect Delisa, making sure he looked like a hero for the cameras while I struggled to stand. That night, I overheard him laughing at a bar, telling his friends I was like a "stray dog" that would always crawl back for scraps no matter how much he starved me. When I finally stood up to him, he shoved me out of his SUV onto a dark highway in the middle of a rainstorm and threw my purse into the mud. I walked for miles in the freezing rain, only to get home and find Delisa already moved into the penthouse, sitting at my vanity and wearing my clothes. "You'll be back in a week when the money runs out," he laughed as I packed my only suitcase. "You're a nobody from Queens. You have nothing without me." I looked at the man I had loved for nearly a decade and realized the woman who worshipped him was dead. He had murdered her on that highway, and he didn't even care. I blocked his number, dropped my key card on the floor, and walked out into the night without looking back. I wasn't going to be his "stray dog" anymore. I was heading to a small house in the suburbs to meet Carleton Schmitt-a total stranger I had agreed to marry in a moment of drunken desperation who was now my only way out.
The pounding in Amira's head was a physical weight, a dull, rhythmic thud that seemed to push against the back of her eyes. She kept them closed, trying to bargain with her own physiology, but the sunlight slicing through the blinds was relentless. It wasn't the soft, filtered light of the master bedroom. It was the harsh, direct glare that hit the guest room on the east side of the penthouse.
She was in the guest room again.
The realization settled in her stomach like a stone, heavy and cold. She rolled over, the expensive sheets tangling around her legs, and fumbled blindly for her phone on the nightstand. She needed to check the time. She needed to know how much longer she had before the rest of the apartment woke up and demanded her existence.
Her fingers brushed the cold metal of the device. She brought it to her face, squinting as the screen illuminated.
10:15 AM.
Below the time, a single notification sat on the lock screen. It was from a messaging app she rarely used, encrypted and private. The sender's name was Carleton Schmitt.
Amira stared at the name. It felt foreign, like a word she had heard once in a dream and forgotten. Schmitt was a common enough name, the German equivalent of Smith, but this specific person was a complete blank. Her thumb hovered over the screen, trembling slightly. A sudden wave of nausea rolled through her, unrelated to the cheap wine she had consumed the night before.
She unlocked the phone.
I accept your proposal. Let's sign in a month.
The words blurred. Amira sat up, the room spinning slightly. She racked her brain, trying to pierce the fog of the hangover. Last night. Aunt Rosa's cramped apartment in Queens. The smell of garlic and old fabric softener. Rosa's voice, sharp and pitying.
He's been dragging you along for eight years, mija. You're thirty. No ring. No house in your name. Just a glorified roommate.
She remembered the wine. A lot of it. She remembered Rosa showing her a picture on an old tablet. My neighbor's grandson. Carleton. Good boy. Boring job, some kind of actuary with numbers, but he has insurance. He needs a wife to get his family off his back. You need a life.
And then, the memory hit her with the force of a physical blow. She remembered typing the message. She had been angry, her thumbs flying over the keypad with a vindictive speed, fueled by the image of Ethan smiling at a camera with Delisa Conrad on his arm.
If you need a wife and I need a life, let's just marry. I'm a doctor. I'm clean. I cook. I just need out.
She stared at the screen now. I accept.
Panic clawed at her throat. This was insanity. She didn't know this man. Carleton Schmitt. An actuary. A man who crunched numbers for a living while she stitched up patients at St. Augustine's. She couldn't marry a stranger. She couldn't just leave Ethan. Her entire life, her career, her reputation-it was all entangled with the Dejesus name.
Her fingers flew across the keyboard.
I'm so sorry. I was drunk. Please disregard-
Heavy footsteps thudded in the hallway outside. The sound was distinct-heavy heels striking the marble with an arrogance that belonged to only one person.
"Amira! Coffee!"
Ethan's voice boomed through the door, muffled but unmistakable. It wasn't a request. It wasn't a greeting. It was a command, shouted into the void with the absolute certainty that it would be obeyed.
Amira froze. Her thumb hovered over the backspace key.
"Amira!" The doorknob rattled. He didn't come in; he just rattled it to make sure she was awake, to make sure she knew he was waiting.
The sound of the rattle vibrated through the room. It was the sound of her last eight years. The waiting. The demanding. The dismissal.
She looked down at the phone. At the stranger's message. I accept.
If she sent the apology, she would walk out that door and make coffee. She would listen to Ethan talk about his portfolio, about the charity gala, about how Delisa was just a "friend" who needed support. She would go to the hospital and work a double shift, and come home to the guest room.
If she didn't send the apology...
She had thirty days. One month.
A strange sensation washed over her. It wasn't happiness. It was the cold, hard clarity of survival. She pressed the backspace key, deleting the apology. Every letter that vanished felt like a weight lifting off her chest.
She typed a new message.
Okay. One month.
She hit send before she could breathe.
The message marked as delivered instantly.
Amira swung her legs out of bed, her bare feet hitting the cold marble floor. The shock of the cold traveled up her legs, grounding her. She walked to the en-suite bathroom and splashed freezing water on her face. She looked at her reflection. Her eyes were tired, dark circles bruising the skin beneath them, but there was something else there too. A spark. A secret.
"Amira!" Ethan yelled again, his patience fraying.
She grabbed a towel and dried her face slowly. She didn't rush. For the first time in years, her heart wasn't racing with the fear of displeasing him.
She walked to the bedroom door, her hand hovering over the knob. She took a deep breath, inhaling the stale air of the guest room, and exhaled the woman she had been yesterday.
She opened the door.
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Chapter 2 2
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Chapter 3 3
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Chapter 4 4
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Chapter 5 5
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Chapter 6 6
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Chapter 7 7
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Chapter 8 8
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Chapter 9 9
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Chapter 10 10
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Chapter 11 11
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Chapter 12 12
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Chapter 13 13
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Chapter 14 14
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Chapter 15 15
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Chapter 16 16
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Chapter 17 17
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Chapter 18 18
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Chapter 19 19
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Chapter 20 20
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Chapter 21 21
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Chapter 22 22
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Chapter 23 23
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Chapter 24 24
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Chapter 25 25
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Chapter 26 26
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Chapter 27 27
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Chapter 28 28
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Chapter 29 29
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Chapter 30 30
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