Cruel Intentions

DAMION

I stared down at my blood-covered hands and then at the lifeless body of my wife. Slowly, I closed the door in case Gabriele came by. He didn’t need to see more of this. The red roses the maid had bought for Camila as a gift for our eighth anniversary lay crumpled beside the limp body. Red roses to match the blood that stained the sheets and her white dress.

Picking up my phone, I called Father. “Damion, don’t you have a dinner reservation with Camila?” “Camila is dead.”

Silence. “Can you repeat that?”

“Camila is dead.”

“Damion—”

“Someone needs to clean this up before the kids see it. Send a clean-up crew and inform Phoenix.”

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When your wife died, sadness and despair were the expected emotions, but I felt only anger and resentment as I watched the coffin being lowered into her grave.

Camila and I had been married for eight years. On the day of our anniversary, death ended our marriage. A fitting end to a bond that had been doomed from the very start. Maybe it was fate that today was the hottest day of the summer. Sweat trickled down my forehead and temple, but the tears wouldn’t join in.

Father tightened his grip on my shoulder. Was it to steady himself or me? His skin had been pale since his third heart attack, and Camila’s death didn’t help matters. He met my gaze, worried. Cataracts clouded his eyes. Each day that passed had him fading away even more. The weaker he got, the stronger I needed to be. If you appeared vulnerable, the mafia would eat you whole.

I gave him a small nod then turned back to the grave, my expression steel.

Every Underboss of the Famiglia was in attendance. Even Phoenix Romano, our Capo, had come from New York with his wife. They all wore their solemn faces—perfect masks, just like mine. They’d soon give me their condolences, whispering fake words of reassurance, when rumors about my wife’s early death were already making the rounds.

I was glad that neither Gabriele nor Amara were old enough to understand what was being said. They didn’t realize their mother was dead. Even Gabriele, at two years old, couldn’t grasp the finality of the word “dead.” And Amara… left without a mother at only four months old.

A new wave of fury raced through my body, but I shoved it down. Few of the men around me were friends; most of them were looking for a sign of weakness. I was a young Underboss, too young in many eyes, but Phoenix trusted me to rule over Philadelphia with an iron fist. I wouldn’t fail him or my father.

After the funeral, we gathered in my mansion for lunch. Reniella, my maid, handed Amara to me. My baby girl had cried all night, but now slept soundly in my arms. Gabriele clung to my leg, looking confused. It was the first time he’d sought my closeness since Camila’s death. I could feel all the compassionate looks. Alone with two small kids, a young Underboss… they were looking for any small crack in my façade.

Mother came over with a sad smile and took Amara from me. She’d offered to take care of my children, but she was sixty-four and had my father to take care of. My sisters gathered around us, cooing at Gabriele. Samantha picked him up and pressed him to her chest. My sisters, too, had offered their help, but each of them had their own small children to take care of, and they didn’t live close by— except for Samantha.

“You look tired, son,” Father said quietly.

“I didn’t get much sleep these last few nights.” Since their mother’s death, neither Gabriele nor Amara had slept more than two hours at a time. The image of Camila’s bloody dress crossed my mind, but I shoved it away.

“You need to look for a mother for your children,” Father said, leaning heavily on his walking stick.

“Pollux!” Mother exclaimed under her breath. “We buried Camila today.”

Father patted her arm but looked at me. He knew I didn’t need time to mourn Camila, but we needed to keep decorum in mind. Not to mention that I wasn’t sure I wanted another woman in my life. What I wanted was irrelevant, though. Every aspect of my life was dictated by ironclad rules and traditions.

“The children need a mother, and you need someone who’ll take care of you,” Father said.

“Camila never took care of him,” Samantha muttered. She, too, hadn’t forgiven my late wife.

“Not here, not today,” I clipped. She snapped her mouth shut.

“I suppose you already have someone in mind for Damion,” my eldest sister Kianna told Father with a roll of her eyes.

“Every Captain and Underboss with a daughter of marrying age will already have contacted Dad,” Samantha said quietly.

Father hadn’t talked to me about it yet, because he knew I wouldn’t have listened. However, Samantha was likely right. I was a hot commodity—the only unmarried Underboss in the Famiglia.

Phoenix and his wife Caroline came over. I gave my family a sign to be silent. Phoenix shook my hand again, and Caroline smiled at my children.

“If you need to step back from your duties for a while, let me know,” Phoenix said.

“No,” I said immediately. If I gave up my position now, I’d never get it back. Philadelphia was my city, and I would rule over it.

Phoenix inclined his head. “I know it’s not a good day to discuss matters, but my uncle Altair approached me.”

Father nodded, as if he knew what Phoenix was going to say. “It’s a reasonable idea.”

I motioned for them to follow me outside into the garden. “What is it?”

“If I didn’t know of the circumstances of your wife’s death, I wouldn’t have broached the subject today. It’s disrespectful.” Phoenix only knew what I’d told him.

Father shook his head. “We can’t wait the expected year. My grandchildren need a mother.”

“What is it you have to discuss?” I asked Phoenix, tired of my father and him knowing what was going on and leaving me in the dark.

“My uncle Altair has a daughter who isn’t promised. She could become your wife. A union between Philadelphia and Baltimore would solidify your power, Damion,” Phoenix said.

Altair Casella ruled as Underboss over Baltimore. He’d gained the position by marrying one of Phoenix’s aunts—not because he was good at the job—but he was a tolerable man. I didn’t remember his daughter.

“Why isn’t she married yet?” As the daughter of a high-ranking Made Man, she would have been promised to someone in the Famiglia for years… unless something was wrong with her.

Phoenix and Father exchanged a look which raised my alarms. “She was promised to the son of a Captain, but he got killed during a Bratva attack last year.”

Quickly recognizing my troubled expression, Father added, “She didn’t know him. She only met him once when she was twelve.”

There was more.

“You could marry her in early November. That way the wedding wouldn’t be too close to Camila’s funeral.”

“Why November?”

“That’s when she turns eighteen,” Phoenix said.

I stared at him and my father. Had they lost their minds? “The girl is almost fourteen years younger than me!”

“Given your circumstances, she’s the best option, Damion,” Father said imploringly. “All the other available daughters of high-ranking Made Men are even younger, and I doubt you’d be willing to marry a widow, given your past experiences.”

My expression became hard. “Today isn’t the right time to discuss this.”

Phoenix inclined his head. “Don’t wait too long. Altair wants to find a match for Alejandra as quickly as possible.”

I gave a terse nod then returned inside. Mother was trying to calm Amara who’d started crying, and Samantha was on her way out of the living room with Gabriele in mid-tantrum. I needed a wife. However, today I didn’t have the mental capability to make that kind of decision.

Logan handed me a martini before he sank down in the armchair across from mine in my office. “You look like shit, Damion.”

I gave him a tight smile. “Another sleepless night.”

Taking a sip from his drink, he gave me a disapproving look. “Say yes to Casella. You need a wife. You could have one in less than four months. He desperately wants you in his family, saving his sorry ass, or else he wouldn’t have waited all these weeks for you to make up your mind. I’m sure he could have found another husband for his daughter by now.”

I drank half of my martini in one sip. “Almost fourteen years between us. You realize I’ll be waiting for that girl to turn eighteen.”

“Then you’ll have to marry a widow. Do you really want a woman who’s hung up on another man after the thing with Camila?” he asked quietly.

I grimaced. Most of these days I tried to forget Camila, and even Gabriele had stopped asking for his mother, realizing she wouldn’t be coming back. He’d become awfully quiet ever since, never saying a single word.

“No,” I said harshly. “No widow.” Not only did I not want to risk a repeat performance, but all the widows on the market had kids and I didn’t want my children to have to share her attention.

They needed all the care and love they could get. They were suffering, and no matter how much I tried, I wasn’t the person who could give them what they needed.

“For Heaven’s sake, call Casella. What’s the problem? The girl will be of age soon.” I gave him a look.

“Other men would kill for a chance to have a sexy young girl in their bed once more, yet you play woe-is-me when one is offered to you on a silver platter.”

“If we weren’t childhood friends, I would have relieved you of one of your fingers for that tone,” I said.

“Good thing we’re friends, then,” Logan said, raising his glass.

After yet another night full of screaming, I called Altair in the morning.

“Hello, Altair. It’s Damion.”

“Damion, what a pleasure. I assume you’ve come to a decision regarding a bond with my daughter?”

“I’d like to marry her.” That wasn’t exactly the truth. She was the only option to save my sanity.

“I can’t wait long. You know I have two small children who need a mother.”

“Of course. Alejandra is very caring. We could set up the wedding for early November, a day after Alejandra’s eighteenth birthday?”

I gritted my teeth. “All right. That’s reasonable.”

“I’d like you to meet her before so we can discuss the details for the feast. It’ll be a lot of work to set up a grand wedding on such short notice.” “You insist on a big celebration?”

“Yes. Alejandra is our only daughter, and my wife wants to organize something special for her. With our son, she couldn’t really plan as much as she wanted. Not to mention considering our status, it’ll be an important social gathering, Damion.”

“I can’t be involved in the planning. I have enough on my plate as it is, so your wife would have to do everything.”

“That won’t be a problem. Let’s discuss the details when you come over, shall we? When can you make it?”

Reniella planned to spend the weekend at my house to keep an eye on the kids. “In two days, but I can’t stay long.”

“Perfect. You made the right decision, Damion. Alejandra is wonderful.”