The Tattoo King's Secret Lover

Lisaaaaaaaa... Stay with me baby. Is all I herd as they kept checking me and injecting me with God only knows what. I can't even remember begin brought to the hospital. I Blacked out in the accident. My eyes was shut all. I could see was black I could hear what's happening but could not see I could feel my body slowly giving up on me.

Lisa Lisa Lisa Emma my lady please don't do this I just found you I can't lose you again. Please wake up. Stay with me I promise to never let you go. I havent stopped loving you I love you forever babe.

Is all that I can hear from the man I haven't seen in plus, minus 3 years. The man that gave me love and took it away from me when he left. The man that I sill loved to date and couldn't move on. The man I escaped from and changed my life, my identity. Is standing here by what looks like my last day. I wish I could see or wake up but my body was unsupportive I could even tell I was most probably on life support.

Doctor please tell me. Something good. Will my love wake up is she gona be oki please say something.

I'm Sorry mr Lee. We done whatever we could do it's a miracle she sill a alive in her condition. She suffered major. Internal injuries and a broken rigth rib. This is not the 1st time so rigth now we got to pray for the better or prepare for the worst. Shes in a comma for how long I do not know. It's up to her now to fight and give herself a chance.

Comma is all I herd the doctor saying to lisen. So I'm literally on my death bed it's either I get better or leave this world and go. Come on Lisa you can do this.

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5 years before

Lisa pov

All the cosmic reactions in the entire universe won't be enough to shift the mood im feeling right now. For my mood itself feels as if im stuck in a black hole. A time loop of shattered glass. I feel as if im floating there high up above in nothing but blank space.

Almost 21 got so much going on. My life seems on a standstill. I walk up my driveway so much thoughts in my head I'm tired and weary like I wana put a bullet through. I have been let down all the time. I wonder if there's a thing called love. My last realtionship Emillio was so intense he made me love him with everything I had. Then just decided to end things as if we were nothing but friends.Ever since my emotions have been an endless pool that has flooded my entire state of mind. He just ended it like that and yet sill wanted to remain friends. Imagine now the person whom I love is just a friend a little Heartbreaker huh.

Some how on the inside I felt there's more to me than that like a part of me was amis. I was determined to find out what it was and search my existence to life

Boring right same thing I thought but life was going to get better I told myself. My phoned beeped yikes I was late I was supposed to meet josh today he wanted me to accompany him to put yet another tattoo. Yeah boys and that I give up he's 2 years older than me and very overprotective over me. He's the best brother, friend, mentor I could possibly have. Damit today he's going to kill me for not being ready. I quickly grabbed a black cut jeans ripped at the knees and a small black tank top. It was cold so I grabbed my leather jacket a pair of black ankles en just a quick brush of my hair a light lip gloss and jetliner. Boom I was ready just as the door rang half putting my jacket on of course. Oh goodness it was cold I answered the door and greeted my brother. He looked at me and smiled before placing a kiss on my forehead my sister looks like she's about to kick some ass. I punched his arm a bit oh shut up brother bear. Not to bad your self It was cold but I swear this boy never feels cold so he wore a back button long sleeve shirt that was rolled up. And a pair of washed stoned black jeans. I see someone matched me. He smirked before messing my hair oh little sister

And your lines you got ready just now I bet since you was half putting ur shoes on all on that you just got ready. How many times have I told you stop overthinking I swear your mind is like a ticking clock that never stops. You got to be strong little sis... With that said I didn't want to tell him about what's going on with me nor about Emillio he would probably hit him if you knew my brother well. I quietly sat in his car. Playing the CD to my favorite song third day. I loved zoning out to music and just begin lost in my own mind of train tracks. Music brings food to my soul it makes me relaxed and happy

God if you out there

If you hear this please help me out I'm so done with heart ache.

I wonder how those couples out there fancy love and just like that all lovey. With me I just don't think I'm cut out to love or be loved it feels as if romantic love avoids crossing my paths. Loves so dead to me. I wonder even if it was love what I had with emillio. The highest we been was kissing. He was like a best friend to me always there. Maybe he just got tried of me as I couldn't give him what he craved for. To come to think of it was it even love at all. I was young dumb and blind. I guess love is really blind my relationship with Emillio was simply infatuation.

Arrrrg my heads aching with all this thinking. Just let me enjoy the trip with my brother dearest. Who knows maybe I might even want to put that ink they call art on my body.

Yeah that's right forget about Emillio I guess I just have to live for me. They say lifes to short never let your past mistakes bring you down. That's what exactly I plan on doing. As my famous qoute from my most famous movie FAST AND THE FURIOUS." live life a quarter mile a time."

Got to start living up to that. For every day its a new horizon just live life as it is every day a new chapter.

Yay go me and my smart mouth now just have to put it in practice. Starting new and fresh.