Lost moments

It was a very beautiful evening in the beginning of spring, the sun was setting and the breeze came running with the lovely smell of draffoils. “Oh what a gorgeous view” Ana whispered underneath her breath as she looked out the window smiling as I enjoyed every bit of the moment little did I know that the worst of life was yet to come… Ana a voice called from behind Do you have a minute? Of course Ana turned from the wind .

Ana, drew and I talked and uhm… it’s time you move out signs… look ana drew and I are starting a new phase of our lives and You should too Monica stammered

Look… “okay” WHAT!!! “I said okay I’ll leave, you never wanted me here in the first place so I’ll leave” I’m really sorry but… “ don’t be. I’m sorry for everything I’ve cost you and I promise I’ll disappear from your lives from tomorrow” I don’t mean to hurt you, it’s just… “I understand Monica, thank you.

“Don’t cry I’ll be just fine” Ana said as they hugged, I’m not monica replied smiling

Donggg!! Donggg!!! Dongggg!! Donggg!! Donggg!! Donggg!!!! “I’m awake” Ana yarned as she reached for the alarm clock

Life hasn’t been so interesting for Ana, she was the happiest teenager there could be, but her life was filled with Many thongs and just few roses. “Ouchhhh” “God damit why can can’t I just get it right for fucks sake” she muttered as she tried to clean up the blood from a razor cut.

Knock! Knock! “Come in” she said in a rush hiding her finger at her back

Breakfast? Monica asked with a smile “nah, I’ll just grab something on my way to town” Ana replied. Okay. Hugs?? “Sure. I’ll try to come visit” ok.

“It says 14th on the map, this is 24th. Can you just turn around or maybe map for…” you didn't think I was working with the map?? It’s not my fault you live in a fucked up location the Uber said angry as he stop the car in front of the wrong building “you don’t have to yell sir, here you go” Ana said as she paid and struggled with her bags. “Jeeze!! Why is he so rude?” A year ago she was in this same streets all messed up physically, emotionally, mentally, those were one of the worse days of her life as she was brutally beaten and raped violently by 3 unknown men who also rob and left her torn for life. As a 19 years old young lady with a beautiful body tall enthusiastic and kind she deserved way too better than what life gave but, as we know life doesn’t always serve what you deserve.

“It has to be here, ooh excuse me ma’am uhm.. I’m looking of a lady called Matilda do you perhaps know her?” Yes, she lives just second floor third room by your left the kind middle aged lady responded to ana “thank you so much ma’am “ you welcome.

Ding dong!!!! Ding dong!!!! Ding dong!!! I hear the bell a lady answered from the room as she tries to open the door. Ana she exclaimed shocked to see Ana at door “hi tilda, can I come in?” You need not ask, how have you? Never thought I’d see you in this neighborhood again, what’s going on? “I’m sorry I came without calling” no! you’re always welcome here an. What happened? “Nothing much, just trying to take a new step in my life” ooh okay how have you been, it’s so good to see you again “yeah, me too.” Ana is trying to observe the atmosphere and be sure that tilda doesn’t have any company. Don’t worry it’s just us after the recent raid I sent the other girls out… which means we can be roomies again Matilda said sounding excited “Thanks tilda” c’mon girllllll you’re more than friend to me, remember we’re foster sister Matilda says as she hugs Ana. Sorry the house is messy you know I never have time to clean but you’re here now which means that’ll change Matilda said with a big smile on her face as she slowly sat on the bed. Shit I gotta prepare for work “okay” I’ll be right back

Ana breathed a sign is relief as she laid back to rest on the bed.

Ana! Ana!! Matilda softly called as she tapped on Ana’s shoulder “hey, sorry I snoozed” it’s ok. I’m heading to work now, lock the doors and rest properly there’s something to eat in the refrigerator okay. See you by 10pm “ok, have fun.”

Spring was Ana’s favorite season and orange her favorite color, if she was a word she’d “rare” because she was kind and forgiving, easy going always eager to learn, corrected even if somethings she happens to be misunderstood just like how her first boyfriend misunderstood her care for weakness and used her till she went broke but this never made Ana think of changing herself instead she was inquisitive about her personality, ana never felt bad for herself as she believed there was always hope.