Teaser: "Why? Why did you do this to me?" I asked hesitantly. As I slowly sat down on the floor, my chest was heaving. my vision is getting blurry because of the river of tears flowing from my eyes. I looked at two people important to me, who were in the same bed and naked. I can't believe they did this to me. "Elle, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to." cried the woman I cherished. The girl I idolize because of her kindness. The only girl who accepted me as a family. The girl I love the most. I moved my eyes to him. I looked at him pleadingly. "Unintentional? how did you not mean it? How did you two end up there if you don't know what you're doing?" My voice was weak as I said those words. "When is this? Didn't I ask you if you know my husband's relationship? Didn't you tell me you would help me find out who his girl is? And then now? I just knew that you are his mistress? That you are one of my husband's whores. You're a slut. A lowly and cheap slut." I was silent as I told him. "How can you do this to me? you're the true definition of bitch---" I was cut off when Nathan, my husband, suddenly shouted. "ENOUGH ELLESA. WE BOTH KNOW FROM THE START THAT YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WANT THIS FUCKING MARRIAGE. DON'T YOU DARE SAY THAT TO KELLEY, BECAUSE YOU ARE THE REAL DISPERADA HERE." Nathan yelled angrily. His mestizo face was red. I was stunned by what he said. I was about to say a word but he spoke first. "And to tell you honestly, I love her. Only her. then until now." His word broke my heart into zillion pieces. His words caused pain and agony. I fumble for words. As my tears continue to flow. I dared to look straight into his eyes that were red with anger. "I gave you everything, Nate, even my body. There's nothing left. Is it still missing? Yes, I know I was desperate when it came to you. Know why? Because I love you. I love you Nate, ever since then. But have you ever did you see it? Did you ever reciprocate it?--- " I was sobbing hard. i even stopped because of the lump in my throat. My chest is also tight. "Nate, did you ever love me when we were married?" I asked bravely. As my tears began to flow. "No." He answered firmly. Now I get the point. No one loves me. no one was there when I needed help. Even my beloved big sister, don't really love me. My husband and my big sister cheated on me. I quickly left Ate's condo. Many questions are bothering my mind, I don't know where to go, what to do now. I only feel one thing. pain
"Why? Why did you do this to me?" I asked hesitantly.
As I slowly sat down on the floor, my chest was heaving. My vision is getting blurry because of the river of tears flowing from my eyes.
I looked at two people important to me, who were in the same bed and naked. I can't believe they did this to me.
"Elle, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to." The woman I value is crying. The girl I idolize because of her kindness. the only woman who accepted me as a family. The girl I love the most.
I moved my eyes to him. I looked at him pleadingly.
"It wasn't on purpose? How could you not do it on purpose? How did you two end up there if you didn't know what you were doing?" My voice was weak as I said those words.
"When was this? Didn't I ask you if you knew my husband's girlfriend? Didn't you tell me you would help me find out who his wife is? And then now? I just knew that you are his mistressthat you are one of my husband's whores. You're a slut. A lowly and cheap slut." I was silent as I told him.
"How can you do this to me? You're the true definition of bitch---" I was cut off when Nathan, my husband, suddenly shouted.
"ENOUGH ELLESA. WE BOTH KNOW FROM THE START THAT YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WANTS THIS FUCKING MARRIAGE. DON'T YOU DARE SAY THAT TO KELLEY, BECAUSE YOU ARE THE REAL DISPERADA HERE." Nathan yelled angrily. His mestizo face was red.
I was stunned by what he said. i was about to say a word but he spoke first.
"And to tell you honestly, I love her. Only her. Then until now."
His word broke my heart into zillion pieces. His words caused pain and agony. I fumble for words. As my tears continue to flow. I had the courage to look straight into his eyes that were red with anger.
"I gave you everything, Nate, even my body. There is nothing left. Is there still something missing? Yes, I know I was desperate when I came to you. Know why? Because I love you. I love you Nate, ever since. but have you ever seen it? Have you ever reciprocated this?--- " I was sobbing hard. I even stopped because of the lump in my throat. My chest was also tight.
"Nate, did you ever love me when we were married?" I asked bravely. as my tears began to flow.
"No." He answered firmly.
Now I get the point. No one loves me. No one was there when I needed help. Even my beloved big sister, don't really love me. My husband and my big sister cheated on me.
I quickly left Ate's condo. many questions are bothering my mind, I don't know where to go, what to do now. I only feel one thing. pain
Chapter 1 Part 1
16/09/2023
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