The cold breeze hit my face, I kept looking into the distance while puffing on the cigarette I was holding. I was sitting in the rooftop, I inhaled heavily before closing my eyes. "I should bring alcohol, what a waste of time if I go down here right now." I whisper to myself. the sun is going down, its like telling me that the day is ending here. But no, this is not the end of the day. I sighed again and again, inhaling the smoke. "That's bad in your health, you know." I tsk before looking at my back. "And that's not your business, leave me alone Fairon." "C'mon, mom has been looking for you for a while now." I heard him sigh. "I know, just.. just leave me alone, I need to finish this before I go down," I continued to puff my cigarettes and look away. "You still brat, okay fine. Just please wash your mouth before going down." I didn't answer him. I heard his footsteps walking away. Few minutes past and I'm done what I'm doing. I left where I was and started walking away. It's not that far, there is also an elevator connected to the rooftop so I quickly reached the bottom of the hotel. I caught up with my family sitting together in the living area of the hotel. If I were someone else, I might mistake them for members of the dead people. It's not just a joke their social look, they look perfect, you'd almost think they couldn't break a plate, they're even better than royalty if they act, very modest. I walked into them, as what I though they were looking at me weirdly like if I'm a ghost. "Look at you REIN." the emphasis on my name is really well known here. I look at myself from toe to head, I'm not kidding I literally look at myself just what this old woman told me. "Is there anything wrong?" "C'mon you smoke again rein? jusko iha smell that smell," I simply smelled my breath and it smelled okay fine. I heard a sigh and I looked at my brother looking at me. Shaking his head, he turned and left. I shrug my shoulder and sit beside my cousin. he looked at me weirdly, and i ignored his stare. "You smell cigarettes," he whispered to me. I frown and look at him, "of course I do, tsk." "What a shame, pfft." I simply stepped on his foot, I felt him look at me so I ignored it. "Rein, can you stop doing that?" I looked at my dad when he said that. "What?" "Oh my gosh, sister! Aren't you ashamed my gosh look at yourself!" It's a real animal. "And what for??" I said to her, she smiled sweetly at that. "Bruh, you always wearing that dress, then you still smoke like yuckk!" Oa it said. Other people looked at it so I just sighed. This witch's head is so good, her brain will come out when I bump it!! "Why do you care about that? Hmm?" I calmly said to her. I saw her make a face after she heard what I said. "B-because I'm your sister hahaha, I do take care of you sisss!" Oh, this is crazy, we're not close when you're a shet! Ahem! I laugh sarcastically, the way people look at me makes me happy. Why? Nothing. "For your information, I'm not your sister, Ena. I'm not part of your family, I hope you understand that." I said before standing up. I look lastly and my whole family, they're looking at me with mixed emotions in their eyes. I don't blame them. What a shame.. "W-what?" "Flag." "Hey!"
Chapter 1 1
chapter 1
"WHAT are you doing?"
There's a pest bothering me again.
"Smoking." I answered him briefly while turning my back.
From here you can see all the scenery from above. can i jump
"Why are you smoking again? how many times do i need to tell you that you should stop that." He said, I could feel him approaching where I was but he didn't stand beside me.
Blah blah blah, I'll push him here.
"So?" I blew the smoke out of my mouth and threw my cigarette to my chin.
actually I'm not into cigarettes, I'm also addicted. Vape is really my first type because it is much healthier for the lungs unlike cigarettes. Well, nevermind cigarettes taste better.
I didn't get any answer from this, I just took a new yosi from the case and someone took my yosi and lighter to light it. I looked at him and saw that he pocketed what he took from me. My nou frowned and looked at him with no emotion on his face.
"Don't look at me like that, I told you this is bad for your health." His face was emotionless as he looked at me.
I know! Over and over again?!!
I calmed myself down before looking away.
"Where?" I ask from nowhere.
"What do you mean?" He asked confused.
"Where is my point?"
"Bullsh*t!" I was startled when he suddenly moaned loudly.
"Hey! When you talk loudly, it's terrible, apple neto," I slowed down the last thing I said.
Well, it's hard that I might suddenly be pushed here, so what? My story will end early, that's not right!
Ahem!
because apart from being a serious person, he is also rude..
It's just expensive to be cheap, man!
Well what else did I expect? Because it's also a joke, a joke here a joke there, a sermon here a sermon there. Is this my dad???
Continuation of chapter 1
"As what i said, stop answering me like that rein, it's not funny I'm being serious here then you? You making fun of me, tsk!" I can really feel the annoyance in my voice.
All right boy just be bored! HAHAHA
"Ok fine," gwenchana ting ting~
suddenly he hit me so in the end I almost fell!! Pist*ng yaw* you!
"No," he said.
And he said, he said, he said he's from Hawaii, do you know how to speak pangalatok? BAONINAM!
"BIG! WHAT THE HELL!" I looked at him annoyed while rubbing the back of my neck.
"What?" but he looked at me without emotion while standing behind me with his arms crossed.
Wait is it back or side? Hahha bwis*t
"What?! Why are you fighting back?? What if I fall here? You're not here anymore-mmff!" I couldn't say anything because he immediately covered my mouth.
Rude!
He didn't let go of my mouth so I simply bit him, he let go so I grinned shockingly at him.
"What the hell?!" He said while touching his hand.
"What the h*ll? don't you know what hell looks like brother? I really thought you saw that that's where you came from – OH MY GOD!"
What's more, he just threw an empty can at me, where did you get a can from? I gave him a bad look before pointing.
"YOU ALREADY HA! BWIS*T!" I huffed before turning away from him, holding the back of my head before taking a new yosi.
Nothing! I'm getting hot! Get rid of sh*t!
I lit it before it hit, I heard his sigh before I felt him sitting next to me.
Continuation Chapter 1.2
"I'm sorry again." you can't pass me through that sorry!
I ignored him and kept my forehead wrinkled while playing the yosi.
"Look, I'm sorry if I'm being rude or harsh to you rien. I didn't mean to do that. i just want you to stop what you're doing.." he held my chin to make me face him.
His eyes were serious and there was no joke, his eyes were gray. But still his words were sincere.
I sighed, "You know bro, right? I don't know how to stop. I know my limit but I can't stop." I sighed before looking away.
I feel his hand touching my head or I say hair. He's doing it like he's puppyting me.
"I know, that's why I always remind you. Rein, y'know I'm always here don't insolate yourself hmm? we're gonna talk about what's bothering you baby." His voice is calm, I like it.
I looked at him for a second before looking away. I know he's in a tight spot right now because of what happened. But I don't blame them. I really don't like everyone around me, besides that, I also don't like what I do.
Any vice, can't be left behind. It's normal and inevitable..
I didn't answer him and he just let me go after smoking a cigarette and quietly looking at the screen. silence prevailed between the two of us and no one would make noise here. I could feel his eyes and I kept looking away.
"I want to be free brother.." I said. I feel his stare at me.
"Hmm." Only he answered.
"You know how badly I want to be free right?"
"Hmm." He answered.
"I'm sorry.."
I looked at him when I heard his sad voice.
"I'm sorry for everything, I'm trying my best for everything and for you." He looked at me with sad eyes.
I hold his hand and touch it gently.
My older brother is acting again, aguy.
"Don't be sorry about that brother, I understand okay? Thank you for everything you did." I smile at him before touching his face.
"You're being sweeter than before huh," he suddenly said after I touched his face and pushed him to the pavement.
not just a joke
"Apple.." I weakly promised.
He laughs, his laugh that I'm the only one who can hear that. I love it.
He put his arm around me and whispered, "Do you want ice cream lady red dress?" He whispered in my ears.
My eyes lit up because of what he said.
Shit! Ice cream pudding!
"Are you free?"
"You don't have to pay, I just agreed," he said in his usual manner.
I just laughed before standing up and holding the dress I was wearing. I extended my hand to him and he looked at it.
"What?" He said.
"I'm going to push you so get ready." I said. I saw his eyes widen as he stood up and walked away from me.
I chuckled softly, reaching for his hand. "I'm just kidding HAHAHA!" I laugh at his expression.
His face became pale because! Omg! I don't expect to see that kind of reaction.
"Kuyaaa I'm joking I'm sorry hahaha, let's go now I'm craving for chocolate ice cream!" I said before pulling him.
It looks like he has done nothing but stare at me, the way he looks? It was blank again, but he had a smile.
He smiled at me.
"Then let's go, my lady red dress rein."
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