It's twelve o'clock in the morning but my eyes are still wide open, hoping that he will come even after midnight. I'm trying to convince myself that maybe he went somewhere or maybe he bought some more surprises for me first, especially since it's our anniversary today, but at this time it's impossible that there are any stores open. My favorite cooked food and we always eat it every time we go out is cold, the candle that I have been changing every time the one I lit has run out. I slowly wiped the tears that escaped from my eyes, after which the waiter approached me. "Sir, let's put it away. It's already twelve o'clock and it looks like what you're waiting for won't come" was his sad voice that made me laugh out loud while trying not to cry. "Maybe, I'm sorry if I bothered you. It doesn't matter. I'll pay. I'm sorry I kept you waiting" I said shyly, especially since what time was it, they really waited patiently even past the time their job "Please don't, sir, your initial payment is enough. You don't have to pay again" he said with a smile that made me smile. Before I went home, I thanked them and asked for their patience, especially since I just waited for them for nothing. As soon as I walked out the door, the tears that I had been holding back quickly came to the fore. My eyes were blurry as I walked down the dark road to the nearest waiting shed. When I arrived, I immediately adjusted my appearance, especially since there were other people waiting for a ride. Even though my eyes were swollen shut, and it was obvious that I was crying a lot, I managed not to cry while sitting in front of many people. Somehow I can still control my emotions. Just a few minutes later, a taxi came by, so I got in. As soon as I got on board, I immediately told the driver where he was going to drop me off, and he also moved easily and didn't say anything else. During the flight, only weak sobs and cries that I could hear filled the entire car, I know that the driver felt my pain but he just let me go. During our three-year relationship with Kieth, I can barely feel his growing cold toward me. There were times when whenever I wanted to be clingy to him he would quickly avoid and turn his back on me. He also always forgets important days, like monthsarry and my birthday. His coldness only started when whenever something happened between us, I always made him use protection. Kieth is the type of man who is not satisfied and is not easily satisfied. He also has a narrow mind and his perspective is not open to other things. FLASHBACK "You're getting big, Jion! Every time something happens to us, you always put a condom on me, what do you think of me? A dirty man who has a lot of sex and is sick?! You're getting big with your tits!" What he was saying to me with a smile made me close my eyes because of the loudness of his voice. "N-it's not like that, I just want both of us to be protected" was my excuse that only made him angrier. "It's up to you! That bitch! You're still cleaning your pussy! I've hit you again! It's up to you!" he said furiously and stormed out of the room. END OF FLASHBACK As much as I wanted to tell him the real reason why I made him wear protection, I was afraid of his reaction. Because I'm a barrier. I am one of the small population of men who can carry people. And beyond that are the horrible comments we get from people. And Kieth was one of them. When I asked him about men who can carry people, he just laughed at me. That was also the day I wanted to confess the truth to him about my personality, but I didn't think to continue because of his spicy words that caused me to hide everything from him. "Those are children of the devil, I don't even know how they were formed. I have a strong feeling that they are children of Satan or maybe from another planet, who wouldn't be afraid? A man can get pregnant? I've been fooled" Those were the exact words that came out of Kieth's mouth, that's why even though I wanted to tell him about my condition, it was better to hide everything from him. That's why I was afraid of him knowing that I could get pregnant, so I always made him wear protection especially since there is a high possibility of me getting pregnant. And because of that, we often argue about that, this is what we always fight about especially because of his attitude that he should be the one who obeys in everything. Maybe that's why he was getting farther and farther away, until he was too far away and I couldn't catch up with him. "Sir we are here" I immediately turned around when the driver suddenly spoke, so I quickly paid and got out of the taxi. I walked towards our house absentmindedly. If only people could see me now, I'd be staggering like a zombie, looking like heaven and earth had fallen, but I didn't care anymore and went straight ahead. I was about to open the gate when I saw that the light in our room was on, a sign that Kieth was home. It's impossible that
Chapter 1 The pain
Chapter 1
My body is already intoxicated with alcohol, but no matter how much I drink and drink, the pain I feel still does not go away.
The wound was too deep, even alcohol itself will not dissolve to relieve the pain I feel.
"besides"
Everyone at the bar immediately looked up as a newcomer entered the entrance. I see you and you can feel the atmosphere change when they suddenly arrive.
Because their posture screams authority, which for some inexplicable reason gives fear and dread to whoever sees them.
"Who is that?" I said drunkenly while pointing at the handsome man in the middle of their group.
"Those are our regular customers, they're a group of broken heads. Most of them are almost out of jail, but they're free because they're millionaires. Rumor has it that one of them is the leader of a famous syndicate," said the story of bar tender I just nodded.
"Is that so?" I was so drunk that I replied while still laughing.
Instead of spending my time trying to find out what was wrong with them, I ignored them and quickly gulped down a glass of wine.
While drinking, I felt eyes staring at me, that's why I quickly turned around.
That's how surprised I was when I saw the whole group of them looking at me while walking into the bar's VIP room.
Instead of paying attention to their weirdness, I gulped down a glass of wine again while seriously looking at the man in the middle.
Just by the looks of it, you know he's a bad person, especially since his hand is full of tattoos up to his neck. There are traces of his arrogant face, typical of what I see in "bad boys" in novels. His ex was a man who you can't see a bit of laziness and his eyes are strange as if digging into the depths of your soul.
"Be careful and that can cut anyone, as long as there is a hole it will cut it. It looks like you're still tripping brad" the bar tender suddenly interjected.
"You're still one of those types, you like gentle and cute faces" he said making me smile.
"So you hate me?" I laughed at the bar tender who just smiled.
"I know how to look and I also appreciate looks" was his response which made me smile.
Our conversation was immediately interrupted when a man suddenly approached, if I'm not mistaken it was one of the colleagues of the arrogant man earlier.
"Luca wants to see you" he asked directly while looking at me.
"Excuse me? Are you talking to me?" I was confused by the question, especially since he looked like he had known me for a long time and his words were too simple.
"Come with me" he said authoritatively while taking my hand.
"Sir, don't force him, he's already drunk" my bar tender defended me as he forcefully grabbed me and lowered me from the seat.
Instead of speaking, he just stared at the bar tender and pulled out his black clothes, there was a gun stuck in his pants that scared us both.
"Let's go" he hurriedly said while dragging me into the VIP room where his companions were staying.
"Here it is" the man holding my arm said loudly while still dragging me.
As soon as we entered the room, the smiling face of the man was revealed to me, while his colleagues were just looking at me.
"Is this how you invite a guest? Dragging and forcing?" The whole courage if litany while looking at them seriously.
I'm a little stubborn when it comes to talking especially if I don't like what's being done to me, my bad attitude really comes out, especially since I still have alcohol in my system which gives me the courage to say whatever I want to say.
"I'm the type of person who can get everything I want, and I'll do anything whether forced or with permission" His baritone said while wearing his sly grin that made him even more handsome.
"The first time I saw you, I knew what you were. As soon as we entered, we were exposed to a strange scent coming from you, don't you know that this place is too dangerous for you?" His smirking response made my forehead scratch.
"W-what do you mean?" I said in confusion while looking at his handsome face.
"Just look at all of our pants, just see what effect your strange scent has on us."
"It's like my pet is about to burst his pants, but here you are, unconscious of what I want to do to you.
Do you know that in my mind I'm crushing you in the ass?" he said with a grin while plastering his silly grin that gave thousands of thrills to
my heart.
He immediately signaled his colleagues to come out, which they quickly did.
With what's happening now, I almost forgot all the pain and the fear I feel for myself is more dominant.
However, I'm not nervous that he might do something bad to me, what worries me is what will happen to me when he does what he wants to do to me.
I want to convince myself that I don't like him, but it's so impossible.
He is the type of man that everyone dreams of, the "rare" one you find. It's especially rare that someone has such a handsome face and even someone opens up if he's the first to flirt.
"I guess that's only in your mind and you can't do it" I replied, his face was shaped like he was surprised by what I said but it was immediately replaced by his silly grin.
He quickly stood up while slowly walking towards me. Every step of his feet made me feel strangely nervous, maybe because of the alcohol in my system I was pounding more and more and I was not myself.
But it was too late to retreat.
"Ahhhh" I screamed as he quickly picked me up effortlessly, at his height of 6'11, I was actually shorter than him, like a capri in size.
Without a word, he quickly grabbed my lips which I quickly resisted, we were like hungry lions who were thirsty for each other's saliva.
Tongue to tongue, we don't care what happens around us anymore as long as the important thing is that we are both happy in what we are doing.
Because of the spirit of alcohol, I have the courage to make decisions that I know I will regret tomorrow, but it's too late to regret it.
I'll just accept whatever the result of my hopes will be today, especially since I want to have fun and forget all the bad things that happened to me today.
"Fuck! You taste like a fucking candy!" He broke our kiss as he slowly laid me down on the big sofa.
Because he is so tall, my face is right on his waist.
"Open your gift" His baritone voice gave a strange tickle to my stomach.
My hand was shaking as I slowly undid the belt of his pants while looking at his handsome face.
"F*cking sh*t, you're so beautiful" was his compliment that made me smile.
When I unbuckled the belt, I slowly took off his pants, immediately revealing his white boxer briefs.
I couldn't help but be amazed and scared when I saw the huge bulge of his white boxers, it was like a vegetable with its huge size.
"Open it" he said with a smile while slowly caressing my face.
That's why I didn't waste time and quickly took down his white boxers, that's how surprised I was when suddenly I was slapped with the biggest load I've ever seen in my whole life.
It's usually black Americans who have this big load, but how is it in the Philippines?
"T*ngina" was all I could say as my two hands were already holding her size but still not enough for its extra size.
Who wouldn't be afraid of it's hips and length? Is it 12 inches?
"You look scared" he said arrogantly while smiling looking at me, while I swallowed saliva from being so nervous.
I immediately fell from my head when I felt a pain from it, like being split in the middle by the pain.
"Ouch" I moaned with difficulty when I felt a strange pain in my hip.
I immediately closed my eyes when I tried to move my ass, so that my insides were bruised from the pain.
I just moved a little and immediately registered the strange pain that I just experienced in my whole life.
"Hrmmmhh"
Someone growled as he put his big arm on my stomach.
I was almost scared when I knew someone was with me and I was next to the bed.
I immediately felt dizzy as the excitement I did last night slowly returned. Because of my stupid decisions, I ended up in this situation.
That's why I slowly took his hand from his waist while carefully looking at him to see if he was awake, it was good and I didn't continue to take his hand from my body.
When I was successful, I quickly stood up while making sure he wouldn't notice me. With all my strength I felt the tingling in my body, especially my seat.
While slowly picking up my clothes that were scattered on the clean floor, I was shocked to hear the baritone voice that broke the silence that I had been keeping.
"Are you going to run away?" Litany of this while quickly standing up naked while not even remembering that he had no cover covering his nakedness.
"Don't be artful, you thought you didn't screw it up last night" he said sarcastically making my face turn red.
"I-I'll take it off" I asked directly while still keeping my eyes away from her naked body.
"Are you sure? The others are almost begging to stay in my condo, but you can't wait to leave?" His boastful words annoyed me even more.
"Change me to them, I'll leave" he said with full courage.
After making sure that my posture was correct, I immediately walked towards the door to get out, I was about to turn the doorknob, when the man took my hand with all his might and stopped it.
"You think you can get away with something like that? Maybe you don't know what's in front of you" he said seriously while looking at me as if he was asserting his dominance.
"I won't be afraid of your presence, stand aside" I said annoyed, especially since I know that he thinks of me as small, especially since I am much smaller than him.
"Okay" was his grinning answer as his small smile appeared while looking at me intently.
I didn't waste any more time and quickly went out of his fancy and big condo while you were still walking.
While walking to the elevator, I immediately noticed that he was following me, so I quickly sped up walking even though I almost felt like I was stepping on a foot with each step due to the pain in my cut on the seat.
When he arrived, he immediately hit the ground floor very quickly to close quickly, but it looked like he was staring at me because he immediately entered while wearing his white shirt and black shorts.
His handsomeness is clearly evident, which screams authority and wealth. Even if he wears rags, it will be sold, especially since he will still look rich.
"You can't even fucking walk straight and then you're still acting. I'll take you! Done!" The one who was annoyed with his deep voice that I silenced on the side.
"This short of yours is so small" he said annoyed as he came closer to me and lowered my shorts a little especially since he could see the cheek of my seat.
I couldn't help but blush and feel ashamed of what he was doing. Somehow he was so close to me, he even bent down just to lower my shorts. That's why our faces are equal.
"I-I can" was the last thing he said and quickly took his hand from my shorts, fixing it at the same time.
"I'll miss you now, but when I see you again. You won't be able to escape me" he said seriously while looking at me as if he was threatening me.
Instead of answering, I ignored him, that's why the entire elevator was filled with silence and I could only hear his breathing.
About a minute later, we immediately reached the ground floor, as soon as I stepped, he immediately grabbed my waist while helping me walk.
"You're so small" he said annoyed, especially since he was bending down to support me.
"Can you, if you're just a complainer, don't help! I can do "
"Leave me alone" was annoyed when I said to him but he just continued, while my punches on his chest were nothing but the muscles were throbbing.
"Is it possible, the bratinela and your noise. Just thank you and-" he said annoyed when he put me down on the seat of his car while looking at me as if I was speechless that I couldn't understand.
"And??! Thanks where?!" I said flatly, especially since he was already annoying me and had been cursing for a while.
"No, but can you please shut your mouth for a minute. Or maybe I'll throw this egg of mine in your mouth when you stop pounding" he said annoyed and rolled my eyes.
"I'll bite your egg until it comes off" I softly whispered to myself, but it was enough for him to hear.
"Gosh you're so morbid" was the incredulous muttering as the car sped away.
While on the flight, little by little my heart calmed down, with so much calm I slowly realized everything. How I ended up in that guy's condo, and why I got drunk.
The previous expression of annoyance and anger immediately changed to sadness when I remembered where we were going.
Whether I like it or not, I can't do anything but face them especially since at this time I have nowhere to go. But I'm not going there to say hello, I want to avoid people who will hurt me, so I'll be the one to tolerate and let the treachery they did to me.
After all, I don't want to go back to a trash man like him, even if it hurts me but I'm thankful for the evil and the evil inside, especially because he reduced my life to trash.
Especially since a real man will never be tempted even if he is surrounded by many temptations, if he loves you there is no reason for him to do anything wrong especially because your feelings are too important for him more than other people.
"I'm sorry, okay. You're making a lot of noise," he said suddenly.
"You're saying that" the annoyance said especially since I was being dramatic here but he cut me off.
"I thought that you were sad because of me" he said raising my eyebrows
"Don't be a feeler" was all I could say and let him say whatever he wanted to say
To Be Continued....
Chapter 1 The pain
07/04/2024
Chapter 2 drunk
07/04/2024
Chapter 3 Cooking
07/04/2024
Chapter 4 The cute Child
07/04/2024
Chapter 5 The strange man's
07/04/2024
Chapter 6 the past three years
07/04/2024
Chapter 7 Hiding something
07/04/2024
Chapter 8 famous businessman
07/04/2024
Chapter 9 The restaurant
07/04/2024
Chapter 10 My house
07/04/2024
Chapter 11 The surprised
10/05/2024
Chapter 12 making him smile
10/05/2024
Chapter 13 the previous transaction
10/05/2024
Chapter 14 arrogant
10/05/2024
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